Phrases for Life
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a preface:
Faliseus: this web page is called, 'phrase for life', because it's filled with many of my quotes,
Faliseus: ......and each thought borrowed from the unconscious:-)
Faliseus: one last note about the page, it's filled with wisdoms, advice on art, writing, people, love....and perspective
Faliseus: and the nice thing about my site, is, if ANYTHING in there, is 'in question'......then I will take criticism very openly
If you truly feel that you need to, then, Go Back Home
Faliseus: I don't suggest printing this page, because no copy is a solid copy, just as no soap opera character can really die, because..... like a writer.....I keep writing.......
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"Don't let anyone tell you that you’re wrong just do what you know is right in your OWN heart"
that was the 'SEED' planted by my father that grew into the ROOT that it is today
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"Aim for the heart and you'll always hit your target," it's my ‘ROOT’ phrase
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All the rest of the advice are just ‘BRANCHES’ from those roots that ‘stretch’ to the different areas of the heart in KNOWING.
Faliseus: this thing is what I'd like to think of as 'the painting of my mind'
Faliseus: always building onto it 'Life’s Twisted Spine'
Faliseus: and yes,
Faliseus: I know,
Faliseus: it rhymes:-)
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1.) All Models:
Faliseus: "ALL models are held together with plastic and glue, and some glue sniffing nerd with weird hair puts them together"
Faliseus: model.....
Faliseus: airplanes
Faliseus: boats
Faliseus: people
Faliseus: cars
Faliseus: truth
to the top2.) One Phrase for Loving Life, My ROOT Phrase:
Faliseus: “Aim for the heart and you’ll ALWAYS hit your target”
3.) My Favorite Word:
Faliseus: “My favorite word is ALWAYS . Put it next to LOVE, COMMITMENT, PRACTICE, DEDICATION, HUMBLENESS and HONOR and you have my favorite thing to have.“
Faliseus: ALWAYS, means 'from the heart'
Faliseus: When you say and do things ALWAYS it means your doing and saying them from the heart
Faliseus: and the heart is the BEST thing to ‘FEEL’ and ‘KNOW’
Faliseus: or ‘constant’(always)
Faliseus: when I can’t be in a ‘constant‘, I'm in a constant struggle to get back into the heartfelt game of ‘constancy‘.
Faliseus: through faithful prayer
Faliseus: always strive to become
to the top4.) A Smaller Phrase List:
'my usual 'common and SHORT' responses to most 'common and SHORT' questions'
a.) original entrances"entrance #1"
Faliseus: I just think it's funny that when people block me.
Faliseus: they think I actually CARE that, I'm not on their buddy list (on a computer, inside and away from REAL people)
Faliseus: that just tells me that people 'can’t live an outside life' and I get a laugh out of that irony, but that little spiel was just for an original entrances' sake:-);-)....
Faliseus: so will I laugh, smile, and/or learn?
Faliseus: a perplexing question of my own options in life
Faliseus: what’s up?
“entrance #2”
Faliseus: that is a rockin screen name.... so rockin, my neighbors said to turn it down;-)
“entrance #3”
Faliseus: hey man, if ya need some inspiration, and ya got the female hesitation....hit up this site..... https://dinono.tripod.com/phraseforlife.html .....if you’re up for chat, cool
that, if not, z’alright, just check out the site.....lots of cool speakin’ materials and stuff ya like
Faliseus: aight?:-)
Faliseus: I've inspired many, bro, thought I'd let ya know
“entrance #4
Faliseus: Pink Floyd?
“entrance #5”
Faliseus: hi remember me?
Faliseus: I had cyber sex with you as a busty blonde
Faliseus: but today I feel like being myself
Faliseus: that’ll teach you to ask me a/s/l
“entrance #6”
Faliseus: what’s going on, I'm Jeremy and I thought you might like to meet a real cool new person
Faliseus: ...although I'm not sure who that might be so you'll have to settle for me
Faliseus: :-)
“entrance #7”
Faliseus: Help me!!! I can't read!!!
“entrance #8
Faliseus: what do I have to say to have you chat with me and smile?:-)
“entrance #9”
Faliseus: if you were looking to talk on the phone with some ladies, then in order for me to sound like a woman again, I’ll have to turn the helium back on.....hold on....
“entrance #10”
Faliseus: I think, therefore I am beef jerky
“entrance #11”
Faliseus: is it okay if I ask you a question and then thank you?
Faliseus: thank you :)
“entrance #12”
Faliseus: .....we’ll just think of this as an anal mind screwing....
Faliseus: no, not THAT kind of ‘anal’ you sick pervert!!
Faliseus: and I believe in safe mind sex so please use protection....
Faliseus: wait, that’s not what I was talking about....
Faliseus: *Jeremy points to Bob... trust me, I’m not insane. He is.
Faliseus: *Bob tries to bite Jeremy’s finger off, “OWW!! What are you doing??!! That‘s my finger!!”
Faliseus: “no, wait, that’s MY finger....hang on a second, lemme get a mirror..”
Faliseus: “Darn it, I knew it. I’m his split personality!!”
Faliseus: *laugh out loud* Never mind......that‘s just me having fun:-)
Faliseus: “what are you talking about Jeremy?”
Faliseus: “shhh!! I don’t want them to think you exist and that I‘m crazy!!”
Faliseus: “Oh, sorry.... ; - D”
Faliseus: *Bob winks at Jeremy
Faliseus: “thanks.” hee hee.....imagination can be so much fun:)
“entrance #13”
Faliseus: are you sure about that?
“entrance #14”
Faliseus: I was just surfing the Instant Messages and I was looking for a random person to laugh my ass off at for no apparent reason
Faliseus: and, well, lucky you
Faliseus: hahahahahahhah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Faliseus: *cackle cackle:-)
Faliseus: lol
Faliseus: oh my god that's so funny!!:-) hheee heee
to the topb.) reply to hateful words“I hate this person for doing this to me. It's just driving me crazy”
Faliseus: “If you can’t love ALL, then you can love NONE.” (also, see "Hating the Truth #36")
“I just HATE all of this WAITING I’ve been doing” “I don’t like to WAIT for anything”
Faliseus: "those you work with will become your love and your love will come from your work"
Faliseus: “focus on your work and at the right time your reward will come to you.”
Faliseus: you need a focus, that’s all
Faliseus: “because to get away from emptiness, you've got to come closer to fullness"
Faliseus: Learn to love your work
Faliseus: and it'll feel excellent to know that you love your work
Faliseus: AND you love your reward.
“and my biggest pet peeve of all is when someone is an English major and decides to use worse grammar than a homeless crack head”
Faliseus: but it's not the words that I care bout. it’s the meaning behind them that’s important.
Faliseus: words are shields...
Faliseus: the shield is nothing without the knight to hold it up
Faliseus: who is that knight and what does he stand for?
to the topc.) reply to questions“can I see your pic?” “what’d you think of MY pic?”
Faliseus: “I'd rather be blinded by love than blinded by image”
“well, umm what do you want to talk about?”
Faliseus: “ask more questions get more answers”
“and WHAT is it we're ALL looking for?”
Faliseus: “we’re all looking for clarification in life and in the end, we’re all just looking for some one to talk to”
Faliseus: the thing that people all want is what they need...
Faliseus: and that's 'not to want anything anymore'
Faliseus: those that need are those that want...and those that want not are those to receive.
“so what'd you do today?” “you got any plans?”
Faliseus: “work, work, work, eat, sleep, wash, rinse and repeat”
“What do you plan to do in the future?”
Faliseus: there’s always that thing that we don’t know is there, that we'll always be finding so I’ve got plans to find that something
“What’re you doing now?”
Faliseus: I'm a piece of growing mold
Faliseus: sitting here waiting for someone to scoop me up and take me someplace
“why didn’t you stay w/other social groups for too long”
Faliseus: so I'm all for all
Faliseus: and none for none
Faliseus: guess that makes me the ONE musketeer
“hold on a second” “could you wait on me?”
Falseus: I've got the patience of a blind and deaf tennis player.
“and here’s another question for you”
Faliseus: you’re helping me redefine a whole lot
Faliseus: thanks pal
Faliseus: it's good to run into a person that asks questions
Faliseus: it gives ME a break from asking questions
“dude, what else could you tell me about God?”
Faliseus: I don’t know, I just work here
Faliseus: I only know what the boss tells me
“oh, what’s your bosses name?” “who do you work for?”
Faliseus: "God"
Faliseus: I work for my creator
Faliseus: my father in heaven
Faliseus: I haven't met my father in heaven, but I hear his words and follow his voice and one day I'll meet him.
Faliseus: working for my pay check and my FULL RETIREMENT BENEFITS
“would you really have to do that?” “would you do that?”
Faliseus: I have no choice.
Faliseus: I’m just hanging from the threads of his decisions
“how long is your work going to be?” “can I read your paper when you’re done?”
Faliseus: how long am I going to be alive?
Faliseus: this paper is about wisdom
Faliseus: wisdom is only going to be there if you STRIVE for it
Faliseus: I don’t know what will happen
Faliseus: I only know that I’m living it and writing it
Faliseus: my work is ALWAYS a rough draft
“but HOW do you KNOW He is there?” “Where is God?”
Faliseus: How do you know the sun is going to come up tomorrow?
Faliseus: wave your hand through the air
Faliseus: take a deep breath
Faliseus: can you see what you’re breathing?
Faliseus: can you FEEL what you’re breathing?
Faliseus: you can’t see it w/your eyes
Faliseus: but it’s STILL there, cause you can feel it.
"why shouldn't I reward my self?"
Faliseus: Which is better?
Faliseus: To buy a gift for yourself and already know what you got?
Faliseus: Or to have and share the greatest feeling of a nice surprise from a friend who gets you a gift you never expected?
“wisdom.. hmm”
Faliseus: wisdom of life comes through loving life
Faliseus: one thing about my wisdom....
Faliseus: I 'know to understand positively' I don't 'think negatively to assume'.
Faliseus: I 'believe to hope' I don't 'doubt to worry'.
Faliseus: I'll think of wisdom as a pie I'm eating in the dark.
Faliseus: I don't know how much I've eaten of it, but I'll KEEP eating until I'm full and the goodness of the pie is inside me, then I’ll share the joy with others.
“how do you...”
Faliseus: I believe you just answered your own question.
Faliseus: ;-)
Faliseus: just take out 'how do you'....and you've got your answer.
“that’s A LOT of words!!” “did you HAVE to say THAT much about it?”
Faliseus: they wanted a statement...
Faliseus: and that's what I gave them
Faliseus: it's just that I've got DEPTH into what I'm planning
Faliseus: you've got to anchor your words down with meaning if you want to hit the heart...of the bottom of a lake
Faliseus: and that’s what I’m ALWAYS aiming to do
“what do I say to him” “she doesn’t seem to be calm or anything but I think she still loves me”
Faliseus: ask 'why' he/she has to do the things he/she does
Faliseus: that question will stop ANYBODY that loves you dead in their tracks
Faliseus: and it'll solve things quicker
“why should I forgive them” “forgiveness?”
Faliseus: If NOBODY forgave ANYBODY
Faliseus: then there wouldn't be any love in this world
“where are you going?”
Faliseus: not sure of my direction, so I stand still. So I'm still standing.
"who??" "who are you?"
Faliseus: more importantly, the question you SHOULD be asking is,
Faliseus: “do I remember you or do I forget you?”
Faliseus: .....to answer your question the best I can...
Faliseus: we all try to find out who we really are, but all we'll know is the name we've been given.
Faliseus: I'm Jeremy
Faliseus: good to meet you;-)
“how old are you?” “age?”
Faliseus: age is a number that is forgotten by the mind when it rots away
“=P”
“if only the world knew that”
Faliseus: they do
Faliseus: they just forget it:-)
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“are you still the same?” “did you change?”
Faliseus: now is as it was and hopefully will be
Faliseus: me
Faliseus: the truth...we have not seen
Faliseus: we will not be
Faliseus: unless we've been
Faliseus: I will be at my best when I’m dying
“do I HAVE to do that NOW?” “well, I’m not sure if I really need that right now”
Faliseus: Life is full of choices and the choices are all YOURS to make.
Faliseus: Choose your interest and invest choices within it.
"is pain weakness leaving the body?"
Faliseus: I'd say....for the faithful... pain is growth of faith
Faliseus: and for the non-faithful....pain is death of strength
Faliseus: weakness.....that's a questionable thing, because a weakness, is a flaw that makes us both unique....and strong
Faliseus: so with loss of weakness, we've lost a strength
“are you a poet?”
Faliseus: I’m an artist of the heart.
Faliseus: everything I speak and think is poetry
Faliseus: and that's because I believe in the beauty I see in life.
Faliseus: I want to help others to see and appreciate that beauty that I see and appreciate. With more things to be thankful for in life, you have more reasons to smile and feel reassured.
“why haven’t you been able to do that?”
Faliseus: the reason is just because something happens that keeps me from doing it....
Faliseus: and I think I'm cursed:-)....yet a blessing is just the end of a curse
Faliseus: wished I knew though.
Faliseus: all I can do is hope now.
“who would I be if I hadn't met you?”
Faliseus: you would be someone else...trying to find the answers to the same questions we all ask.
Faliseus: you would be the victim and the beloved of the same infinite construct of life....ultimately looking for happiness through struggles.....
Faliseus: finding love, pain and clarification and mystery along the way
Faliseus: you would be all of these things...in equality to others, in a different balance.
Faliseus: that’s who you would CURRENTLY be, but you can only ultimately BECOME yourself by seeing and learning about yourself in the reflection of others.
“how can you stay so positive about things? don‘t you ever get sad?” “why do you hope?”
Faliseus: sometimes heavy feelings will hit me and I‘ll cry, but I don’t have a reason to remain sad and keep crying.
Faliseus: if you’re always sad and you never hope, then you’ll never have your head up to see the true beauty.
Faliseus: hope is a part of faith.
Faliseus: hope is like shocks on a car because it’s those shocks that are always READY for the bumps in the road ahead.
Faliseus: We still feel the bumps, but they aren’t as bad as they could be....because we’ve ANTICIPATED them.
Faliseus: without hope, we would wreck our cars because we couldn‘t handle the bumps and we would NEVER reach our destination.
Faliseus: the truest beauties that are found through hope are the wondrous feelings of love and strength.
Faliseus: happiness is where you have no wants.
Faliseus: in life, happiness is HOPED for.
“what is time? haven't found an answer yet”
Faliseus: :-)
Faliseus: I like your style....:-D
Faliseus: well, let me break down my opinion on that one....best I can,
Faliseus: time is the human concept of the flow of life....time is the effects of the play button on a VCR, and it is the electricity flowing through a circuit.
Faliseus: time is NOT life itself...but time is as life FLOWS.
“if you were really sad, what would you do?”
Faliseus: if you honestly want to know what I would do then,
Faliseus: I turn my worries into prayer, because praying can help so much,
Faliseus: it gets your mind off of the pain,
Faliseus: and gets you ready for the rest of life’s struggles.
Faliseus: praying helps you to be more hopeful and happier...
Faliseus: praying doesn’t leave you to be anything else you don't need to be
Faliseus: the way I usually pray is....I 'Thank' for what and who I've got,
Faliseus: I 'Ask for guidance and help',
Faliseus: and I 'Pray' that other people will be happy
Faliseus: and that they find what they're looking for.
Faliseus: Thank, Ask, Pray...TAP with FAITH
Faliseus: that's just an idea, if you needed it
Faliseus: I do it all the time, even when I'm not sad
“define meek for me?”
Faliseus: humble, keeping eyes filled with fear, and simple happiness
Faliseus: meek.
“what is art?” “what is poetry?”
Faliseus: there IS a difference between poetry and art
Faliseus: and yet, there IS an area where poetry and art will collide
Faliseus: Art is not necessarily meant to be understood,
Faliseus: but rather art can be FELT and REFLECTED upon, in contrast to.....the REAL or the imagined
Faliseus: and Poetry......can have many different definitions.....
Faliseus: poetry can be CLEARLY understood and written in meter and verse,
Faliseus: or it can be written in ‘prose’.....Prose is written to seem dull or non poetic or is written to be out of meter or verse
Faliseus: or Poetry, like I write..... can be ABSTRACT poetry, written not to be necessarily understood, but written like how Art reflects on the feelings of life
Faliseus: and art is not necessarily understood.
Faliseus: if the universal definition of poetry is to write, either in ‘Prose‘ or ‘In Verse‘....then through ‘Abstract Poetry’, I must've made up my own new style ENTIRELY:-)
Faliseus: if that's true.....then DAMN, I CERTAINLY am meant to be unique:-)
“define meaning?”
Faliseus: meaning is the intention, held behind words and actions
“define human soul?”
Faliseus: spirit/heart/life force
Faliseus: the started spark
Faliseus: the driven engine
Faliseus: you can't really define what you can't see
Faliseus: but you can 'theorize':-)
Faliseus: soul/spirit/heart is what drives us.
Faliseus: Our own unique reflections on other unique souls/spirits/hearts is what makes our own individual drive.
Faliseus: That's what I believe the human soul is. Energy, inspiring energy.
“do you see God as the god of the bible?”
Faliseus: Define ‘the bible’. There are many versions. I see God as a vision beyond my own. The life that is a step ahead that I’ll always be a step behind but is always looking back and waiting for me. All I have to do is keep looking for this life and I’ll always find a friend down any road I’m on.
Faliseus: In life, God has always been the friend I’ve never met. The greatest teacher of all whom speaks without words.
“why can you not just see love as love?” “love is love, why is there any reason to place god a label on anything?”
Faliseus: The action of love is ‘faith’....believing in ‘feelings/presence of an unknown force’ lead by emotion to join with another whom is lead by the same thing.
Faliseus: Love ultimately excludes the eyes and the mind, just as God does because.....
Faliseus: We also don’t see or understand God.
Faliseus: God and love ’both’ require ’believing’ in feeling in order to be real.
Faliseus: I believe 'feeling' is the walls of our reality and God is the one outside of the walls of the house of our reality, looking in.
Faliseus: I believe feeling is not only our life force, but is also a way God communicates with us.
“why imagine God as your parent...why?...does it make you happy?”
Faliseus: Our own birthparents or caregivers are always looking down on us as guidance and inspiration, yet letting us learn on our own and go in our own ways. We see they’re always there and it gives us confidence to keep going.
Faliseus: Through times where your own caregivers aren’t around to inspire you.....God as a parent, in essence, is the same concept.
Faliseus: Growth through inspiration.
“you don't believe in soul mates?”
Faliseus: define ‘soul mates’
Faliseus: I’ll tell you what I ‘do’ believe in
Faliseus: I believe in making something WORK:-)
Faliseus: what is an 'unhappy marriage'?
Faliseus: the result of not communicating and relating
Faliseus: although, the BEGINNING was beautiful..........the duration of the relationship......wasn't worked on
Faliseus: that's why I don't believe in soul mates
“define ‘everything’”
Faliseus: everything is the collective of the things known and hoped to be
“humility?”
Faliseus: *internet crickets start to make noise in the background...as the Jeopardy theme song plays
Faliseus: Humility is the realization that you are just as primal and human as everyone else.
Faliseus: we all need humility.......especially those who ‘try’ and separate themselves from the world. With humility, their lifeless world shatters and they become real again, a part of the system again.
Faliseus: humility makes a name for us and makes a home for us.:-)
Faliseus: *shakes head in humility as he laughs and plots his next move
“are you religious?” “are you in a congregation?”
Faliseus: depends on what you mean by 'religion'
Faliseus: many people will bias someone because of their brash one-tracked/labeled definition for 'religion'
Faliseus: Earth is a congregation:-)
Faliseus: ‘religion’ is subjective
“are you some kind of freak or something?”
Faliseus: define ‘freak’ and maybe I can tell you
Faliseus: if not, then don't:-) I've got no problem
Faliseus: what works for you?
“define......guide”
Faliseus: I see a guide, simply as someone who walks in his/her own direction....offering companionship......but still walking in that same direction, followed or not
“define........validity”
Faliseus: validity is: 'a credible source', 'a common ground', 'a common vision' and/or 'a tangible and logical evidence'
“have you been inside my mind and known and SEEN what I've gone through?”
Faliseus: I don't know:-)
Faliseus: define the 'inside of a 'mind', and then we'll see your answer ;-)
“what do I need to really feel good about myself?”
Faliseus: the first most important thing to have in life is "love"...... the second most important thing to have in life is "a way to express it". Do this and have this humbly. You'll find a nice new place for yourself, with two gifts to share.........your passion and your heart. Combining, to make life grow.
“are you working on that project?”
Faliseus: we're all working on one project or another
Faliseus: mostly out of boredom and insecurity ;-)
“Why Why Why??“
Faliseus: the only person that can answer that question is you, because ultimately, your own belief will be your own judge and you will choose to believe your own path. I am not the one to choose your path. YOU ARE. I am not the one to make the answers and the perspective, YOU ARE.
Faliseus: So, YOU ARE the only one who can answer that question.
“what do you do?”
Faliseus: coolness
Faliseus: plan on going excelling in the field of art and media and making a difference in the world
Faliseus: currently, I'm working on that, and my humble throne:-)
“throne?”
Faliseus: sitting in common ground, love is it's own royalty:-)
Faliseus: the heart is the kingdom;-)
Faliseus: throne.
“after I finish my speech tomorrow, hopefully, can you help me polish it?”
Faliseus: to polish someone else's work, I haven't got anything but spit and a rag.....and that doesn't go anywhere but my mouth and in my pocket.
Faliseus: Just saw a Samuel Clements/Mark Twain documentary, it’s rubbing off
“you’re more mature and I need your help!! can't I ask for that simple thing?”
Faliseus: maturity?
Faliseus: sure
Faliseus: all you want
Faliseus: and maturity is the only thing that you’ll never get until you're finished asking for it
“hey baby whatcha wearing?”
Faliseus: grape jelly, want some?
“can I ask a personal question?”
Faliseus: you've been doing it ever since the time you learned to speak:-)
Faliseus: I don't see why not now
to the topd.) replying inspirationally“I’ve been working hard all week”
Faliseus: a dedicated worker will go far with many dedications.
“I’ve got to get to sleep soon though, I’ve got to get up for work tomorrow”
Faliseus: a dreamer has yet to live and a liver has yet to dream
“I don’t know yet”
Faliseus: the best things come to us as a surprise
“You’ve got a beautiful artwork there”
Faliseus: as I paint it's picture, it gets clearer
Faliseus: it's a faith thing
Faliseus: I'm SO bored
Faliseus: a true artist really has no clue what he's going to create
Faliseus: the true artist only knows that he has to follow through with his heartfelt brush strokes until the painting is through and is a beautifully finished emotion
“ouch this is really hurting me” ”lots of physical pain”
Faliseus: the best way to avoid pain is to laugh insanely
“I live at home though” “I used to live somewhere else”
Faliseus: sometimes to get closer you've got to move further away
“I like to motivate people” “I’ve got phrases and quotes too!”
Faliseus: when you've got a great STARTER to a motivation
Faliseus: you've just got to have a great CLOSURE as well....
Faliseus: “a hug is walking to start, finding to come closer, and closing your arms”
Faliseus: “closure is a hug”
“I can talk to myself“ “singing in the shower is fun” “I day dream all day”
Faliseus: a man that talks to himself is only rehearsing the lines in his own play
“I'll always wait for who wants to wait for me.”
Faliseus: although we meet at the last minute of the day,
Faliseus: we come together knowing,
Faliseus: that we waited for each other.
“those words were touching” “you always know how to make me feel better”
Faliseus: you know, words move things more than any strong hand can in the world
Faliseus: and the support and compassion behind those words, moves us all
Faliseus: I want to help out where I can:-)
Faliseus: and speak to move:-)
“first impressions are everything aren’t they?”
Faliseus: sure, unless your last ones rock:-D
“idol hands are the devil’s workshop”
Faliseus: what if you're a tap dancer?
Faliseus: :-D :-P
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: sometimes those silly philosophy people forget about other people who 'have' feet:-)
“that's sweet of you to offer me help” “thank you very much for your help” “YOUR happiness should always come first”
Faliseus: I help people out when I can
Faliseus: if I can't help others, then I'm not helping myself:-)
Faliseus: because the best way to find out who I am and what’s on the INSIDE of me, is to see what comes OUT of me
Faliseus: that means a lot to me, and what means more, is your happiness
Faliseus: that IS my happiness
Faliseus: if I can't see that there's not beauty coming from the inside of me, that INSPIRES...... then I can't see myself being happy
Faliseus: I've got to know that I can rub off on people:-) so I can feel better
“a lot of things make me laugh”
Faliseus: laughing keeps us young,
Faliseus: youth is our closest thing to happiness.
Faliseus: so I suggest you keep growing younger:-)
“*laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: laughter is possible in the morning!:-) Einstein I have proven you wrong!!
Faliseus: :-P yep, I'm a nut
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: at least I know that's one thing I can always count on, even if I'm waking up from my drool filled pillow.....I can make the smile like God makes the rain:-)
“music always makes me happy”
Faliseus: music is the language that everyone speaks but nobody knows:-)
“word”
Faliseus: we're all looking for the same thing:-) and we just don't know it
Faliseus: wow, darn philosophical if you take your time reading that last quote
“you'll have a hay day”
Faliseus: or a cow day......depends on what mood you’re in.....eating or being eaten:-)
“*laugh out loud* again”
Faliseus: it's just that I understand many things about many other things.......if you understand what I understand......then you won't think I'm so crazy
Faliseus: and neither will I......but I'll start to think that you are:-)
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“I’m trying to be true to myself and others”
Faliseus: "Honesty, is the only product that will ALWAYS sell, even if no one wants to buy it."
“grrrrrrrrr!!!!!! There‘s this thing that‘s been REALLY getting on my nerves!! Let me tell you........”
Faliseus: frustration is only good.....when you can 'share it';-)
“...and keep in mind, you may run into stupid people here.”
Faliseus: to live in a lifetime of stupidity and disbelief, is to see a future death of brilliance
Faliseus: whoa.....too much philosophy for me:-) I hope that made sense
“I love to make OTHER people think”
Faliseus: it's important in life, not to admit you've been wrong.....but to admit that you've LEARNED something:-D
“I’m spontaneous”
Faliseus: we all are, and just don't know it:-)
“I’m a student”
Faliseus: hopefully you're not a passionate hypocrite:-)
Faliseus: hopefully I'm not either.
Faliseus: :-) *laugh out loud*
“now you’re saying you’re my ‘good friend‘? you drive me crazy!!”
Faliseus: good friends often do drive each other insane, otherwise, those friends aren't that worth it to talk to in the first place
“thanks I guess”
Faliseus: you’re always welcome I guess :)
to the tope.) reply to compliments“wow, that’s amazing! you’re a genius!” “you sound too good to be true”
Faliseus: “NOTHING is more powerful and true than what comes from the heart”
“what kind of artist are you?” “you’re too sweet” “you’re awesome”
Faliseus: “everything I do is an art, a flow from the heart.”
“wow, good one”
Faliseus: I'm a maze of phrases
Faliseus: all leading to the heart
“but I bet you're strong though”
Faliseus: getting there
Faliseus: never going to be strong
Faliseus: I'm nothing without God
Faliseus: faith has carried me pain to pain
Faliseus: only to reach the truth and relief
Faliseus: following your heart may hurt while you’re following it to the destination, but keep going and you'll get there.
“that’s efficient”
Faliseus: yep
Faliseus: one thing I learned from working
Faliseus: "work smart, not hard"
Faliseus: besides, I've got way too many things on my mind to have arthritis
“:-) well good luck!!!”
Faliseus: no luck to it
Faliseus: I'll just do it
“wow you must be REAL serious then”
Faliseus: I'm just driven
Faliseus: that’s all
Faliseus: the brain is to control the motor parts
Faliseus: the heart is the engine
Faliseus: God has turned the key for me
Faliseus: driven to understand the truth of life
“you must know everything you say EXACTLY”
Faliseus: easier to say than to write
Faliseus: harder to listen to than to read
Faliseus: my words.
“you’re awesome and you know it”
Faliseus: I don't like to accept my skills
Faliseus: I like to 'build' on them
Faliseus: you can't imagine the 'awesome' I'm dreaming about
Faliseus: and neither can I
“you’re silly” “you’re funny” “you’re pretty entertaining:)”
Faliseus: In these moments....I either feel funny, crazy or confused...and I was confused as to which one of those I was feeling
Faliseus: thanks for reminding me
Faliseus: I thought I was just crazy
Faliseus: but now I'm 'funny':-)
Faliseus: that's reassuring
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“aw... such the busy bee” “wow you’re working!”
Faliseus: yep, I just...
Faliseus: work for life to make life work for me:-)
“that’s a cool quote” “good job on that phrase”
Faliseus: very
Faliseus: and most importantly..
Faliseus: it's TRUE
Faliseus: honesty isn't just a virtue, it's a tool that fixes the broken heart
Faliseus: see how EASY motivation and spirit lifting is when you're HONEST?
“you are great”
Faliseus: when I talk flowing from my heart, it's like there's another funny person using my voice and I'm just sitting there clueless but happy
Faliseus: thanks
Faliseus: you’re wonderful too
Faliseus: happy to hear
Faliseus: the inspirational beauty we see and are astounded by is a true reflection of ourselves
Faliseus: I see my reflection in your mirror ten fold:)
“wow”
Faliseus: through my getting used to struggling past the borders of society's death/repetition and making my life present......I've had to get used to all the compliments.....
Faliseus: I always worry that I may be ‘OVERSEEN’ rather than ‘UNDERSTOOD‘.
Faliseus: people always want to look at the 'wow's or the 'ooh's and the 'ahh's
Faliseus: most people usually just overshoot me, and I've always desired to meet more people to just see me for the smiling 'who', that I am
Faliseus: and not the amazing 'what', that I can be.
to the topf.) reply to doubt“what can I do to quit doubting myself?” “I doubt myself TOO much” “I have no ambition”
Faliseus: the CURE to ‘doubt’ is
Faliseus: "the idea to do, a breath and a move"
Faliseus: and faith that you’ll do it
Faliseus: just think of what the consequences would be.....if you ‘DIDN’T’ do it.
Faliseus: it would hurt.....‘even more.’
Faliseus: the longer you think about it, is the harder it's going to be.
Faliseus: the burden is gone, once you've gotten it off of your chest,
Faliseus: but the only person that can free yourself....is you.
Faliseus: so just don’t doubt...just do....and resolve.
Faliseus: I wished there was another way,
Faliseus: but this is life, and it's the only way I know of
“I still have negative thoughts and doubts” “I need to learn to go with the ‘flow’”
Faliseus: doubts like the wind, will come out of no where...you can't stop either one.
Faliseus: all you can do is hope for them to blow past you, through your hair as nothing and pass you by.
“I just feel like it’s all over and there’s nothing to talk about, nothing to live for.”
Faliseus: "it’s not the fall that'll hurt you, it’s the sudden stop that'll kill you"
-my dad
“I can't do THAT! I'm not going to 'look bad' in front of anyone like that!”
Faliseus: "when you draw half of a picture and crumple it up and throw it away because no one else thinks it’s beautiful , you're just throwing away your own heart."
Faliseus: I say, keep drawing.
Faliseus: you may be drawing a beauty that no one else has ever seen
“I feel like I want to sleep forever”
Faliseus: "it’s better to live the dream than to dream the dream"
“and I don't believe that for a second”
Faliseus: just because you doubt something,
Faliseus: doesn’t mean it isn’t true
“I’m right” “you’re wrong”
Faliseus: there’s 2 things you can believe on this earth. You can believe you’re right or you can believe you’re happy.
Faliseus: I believe I’m happy.
Faliseus: happiness through love is righteousness and life
Faliseus: righteousness through hate and desire is death
Faliseus: that’s the price of sin
Faliseus: TRUE happiness comes through FAITH in what you can’t see
“I feel like a loser”
Faliseus: time to go and find new people
Faliseus: you're not the loser
Faliseus: they're the losers
Faliseus: you've got things to gain when you've got things to lose
“I don’t talk to God any more” “I don’t BELIEVE anymore”
Faliseus: ”IF you don’t talk to someone, THEN how do you expect someone to listen to you???”
Faliseus: you lost faith
Faliseus: now you’re mad at the world and questioning its every move and not its purpose
“that would be VERY hard to learn” “I’m not sure if I’d have the patience to learn that”
Faliseus: just takes a certain way to learn.
Faliseus: every one has their own view.
Faliseus: "we ALL see the same picture...."
Faliseus: "just in different colors."
Faliseus: we see each other in this picture as we are contrasting and complimenting each other’s shapes and colors
Faliseus: same picture
Faliseus: different colors
Faliseus: what I mean to say, simply,
Faliseus: "your definition is different than mine, but we are in the same plane of existence"
“as if that'll ever happen *laugh out loud*” “I don’t think I’ll be THAT good”
Faliseus: you’ve got to have confidence
Faliseus: that's all it takes
Faliseus: just strive for it and build upon it
Faliseus: talk about it all the time
Faliseus: speak the language and meet the people
Faliseus: that's how it works
Faliseus: I didn't BECOME a drummer until I TALKED to a drummer
Faliseus: so go and learn some language from those that speak it
Faliseus: the best thing about someone is that they have CONFIDENCE
Faliseus: that's what it takes to be a good performer
Faliseus: I like confidence
“I doubt that because experience has taught me that the hard way”
Faliseus: experience isn't the future, if you let ‘past’ experience be your only vision for the future, then that vision is restriction to future knowledge:-)
Faliseus: the time for experience, is now, that's what I'm saying
“I don’t think I can do artwork that beautiful”
Faliseus: just keep going:-)
Faliseus: art doesn't have to be perfect...or understood......it just has to be beautiful:-)
Faliseus: and beauty......TRUE beauty is understood by the most VITAL organ that drives us.....the heart.
“I really love him, but I don’t think I can tell him”
Faliseus: I know it's hard, but you've got to close your eyes and try your hardest again and again and pull through it.
Faliseus: to show your friend.....how much you care for him.
Faliseus: he'll never know that you love him, unless you tell him that you love him
to the topg.) reply to misunderstanding“that statement can be misunderstood”
Faliseus: anything can be misunderstood.........because everything is interpreted through unparalleled honest perspectives
Faliseus: best way to have 'one statement' understood.......is to make 'many' statements like it.
Faliseus: you can see a quilt much better, if the same pattern is quilted into it, in different pieces
Faliseus: ;-) hope you 'understood' that metaphor about 'patterns of honesty' and perspective
“you didn‘t answer my question right”
Faliseus: you didn’t ASK your question right
Faliseus: you weren't quite specific, when you asked me the question:-) but I ANSWERED the broad based question
Faliseus: you need to be specific in each question, if you want a specific answer.
Faliseus: it's only fair.....for you, and for me that you SPECIFY your questions......that way I don't answer something I wasn't intended to answer
“I just don’t like that they THINK of me like that”
Faliseus: "don’t let anyone tell you that you're wrong, just do what you know is right in your OWN heart."
-my dad, when I was 7 and got picked on by EVERYONE
“YOU'RE the one with an EGO!“
Faliseus: “those that say other people have an ego, should get their own in check.”
“what are you talking about? I don’t have the ego, YOU DO!”
Faliseus: “don’t EVER turn things around on people. focus, on the focus”
“well, I just PREFER to do it THIS way”
Faliseus: “It doesn’t matter HOW things get done. It matters that they’re DONE and they’ll LAST FOREVER.”
“I’m a genius.”
Faliseus: people have got to really get their heads out of the clouds
Faliseus: they don't even know what's on the GROUND
“I wouldn’t understand WHY they would do THAT.”
Faliseus: just because we don’t see something,
Faliseus: doesn’t mean it isn’t there.
“What about THEIR needs??”
Faliseus: don’t wait on other people
Faliseus: just remember that #1 is the most IMPORTANT
Faliseus: if there wasn’t a number ONE
Faliseus: then where would all of the OTHER numbers be?
“you AGREED with me?”
Faliseus: the best way to argue with someone is to AGREE with them
Faliseus: AGREE with them and speak w/them on their OWN terms
Faliseus: play their game and beat them at it
Faliseus: sarcasm...will rip the guilty mind to shreds:-)
Faliseus: and it will turn granite rocks....into Jell-O:-)
Faliseus: and AGREEING w/someone......is the way to let that someone TRULY see, that they are misunderstood.
“what does sarcasm have to do with ANYTHING in an argument?”
Faliseus: if someone is misinterpreting 'themselves'.......and I argue, by 'agreeing'.....then I'm only showing them how much they've misinterpreted themselves
Faliseus: .......I agree, using 'sarcasm' as an argument tool, to point things out and to get a feel for where the other person in the argument is coming from, in order to come to even terms and a mutual sight.
“how can I misinterpret myself, how is that possible?”
Faliseus: that’s a one word answer..........
Faliseus: 'inconsistency'
“nobody would ever LISTEN to me”
Faliseus: you’ve got to learn to STAND ALONE before you learn to WALK with OTHERS
Faliseus: practice on your OWN first
Faliseus: GET TO KNOW your OWN heart
Faliseus: before you get to know OTHER HEARTS
Faliseus: you’ve got to know what you’re saying before you can let someone ELSE know what you’re saying.
“who said I was joking? I love that damn thing” “I love my car” “I love my money”
Faliseus: love is impossible through things that have no heart
Faliseus: affection is another story
“I saw someone on here with your EXACT profile and name!!”
Faliseus: some will claim to be me and fail miserably at BEING me
Faliseus: I will claim to be myself and SUCCEED and PROVE myself
Faliseus: as NOTHING can hide from the truth
Faliseus: my lights will shine for me and you can see into MY heart and through THEIR lies
Faliseus: as the truth is where we stand
Faliseus: the truth is where we fall
Faliseus: I live and die holding TRUE to honesty
“oh how judgmental of me” “I DID do that didn’t I?” “HA HA HA HA”
Faliseus: glad you’re seeing that
Faliseus: don’t be sarcastic to constructive criticism
Faliseus: be CONSTRUCTIVE of it
“It seems like there’s NOTHING fun to do” “there’s nothing to do here”
Faliseus: it’s not WHAT you do,
Faliseus: it’s WHO you do it with
Faliseus: you’ve just got to find more people that's all
Faliseus: "variety is the spice to life"
“BUT truth HURTS” “I feel more COMFORTABLE living a lie” “I HATE to hear the truth”
Faliseus: people HATE a lie
Faliseus: people LOVE the truth
Faliseus: when you lie, you get smacked twice.
Faliseus: when you tell the truth, you get smacked once.
Faliseus: you’re right,
Faliseus: truth hurts
Faliseus: but not as much as the lie that's covering of it
“I'm allowed to talk to you tonight because of the pattern” ”my routine is in the way”
“I’ve got an addiction”
Faliseus: break the hopeless pattern, my friend
Faliseus: the TRUE pattern is life
Faliseus: the heart beats uncontrollably
Faliseus: not to the TIMING of the beats
Faliseus: but to the TIMING of it's NEEDS to BEAT
Faliseus: I won’t let ANYTHING get in the way of our conversation
Faliseus: so feel free and talk to me when you are in need
“where were you?” “where did you go?”
Faliseus: I got sidetracked and lost:-)
Faliseus: thanks for calling me because I couldn't find you ANYWHERE
Faliseus: "sometimes the first word can become your last, it all depends upon the emotion that you put into the words"
“I can see that you love to think” “you’re one of the best thinkers I’ve met”
Faliseus: I HATE thinking too much on my own!!
Faliseus: I just like to 'let if flow':-)
Faliseus: thinking to the point of insanity and isolation can suck!
Faliseus: I love to SHARE thoughts with other people:-)
Faliseus: THAT'S what I LOVE!!
“probably because you have so many”
Faliseus: nah
Faliseus: quality, not quantity
Faliseus: I’m RESOURCEFUL.
Faliseus: when a person sees ONE thing.....
Faliseus: I see MORE than one thing
Faliseus: when a person sees what’s THERE
Faliseus: I see what I’ll being PUTTING there
“don’t forget to mark that down” “you should be more accurate”
Faliseus: I'm not involved w/processes of the 'human clock', I'm involved w/the feelings of 'God's Clock'
Faliseus: not by numbers and digits
Faliseus: but by feelings and life
“I have no life” “I’ve got nothing left to live for” “got nothing to show”
Faliseus: "the people that feel like they've lost just don't know what they've won."
“men suck” “women are evil”
Faliseus: it's not those who believe they have decisions that are corrupt...the corrupt are those who believe they don’t have decisions and have chosen nothingness
“I don‘t believe I‘ll do that one day” “some say I’m brilliant, but I haven’t got the money”
Faliseus: we’ve all got dreams
Faliseus: some of us sleep in more comfortable beds
“I want more” “I wish for more”
Faliseus: "how can you be thankful for what you're GETTING if you can't be thankful for what you've got?"
“it's so hard being so graceful” “grace is not one of my qualities”
Faliseus: grace is in the confidence in your steps...not the balance of your moves.
Faliseus: stay confident and you'll walk straight.:-)
“there’s no such thing as luck” “there’s no such thing as miracles”
Faliseus: Luck is for those without faith.
Faliseus: Miracles are for those without luck.
Faliseus: Luck is chance where there is room for doubt.
Faliseus: Miracles are promises where there’s room for joy.
"a challenge!" "uh oh"
Faliseus: no challenge is too great to the honest
“maybe no one’s met a true friend yet”
Faliseus: friends don't lie to their friends
Faliseus: a true friend is someone that will reach where he thinks there's nothing and pick up gold along the way
“no it’s just me, I have NO talent” “I haven’t got the skills”
Faliseus: takes exercise
Faliseus: talents are just strengths that are built through hard work and interest
Faliseus: age has nothing to do with talent
Faliseus: just be interested
Faliseus: the rest will come to you:-)
“I guess I never really got motivated”
Faliseus: motivation is in the up-close dream
Faliseus: you've got to take a closer look at it, to see what you feel about it
“I think Jesus was......” “Jesus reminds me of.....”
Faliseus: the thing about it though is, no one has met Jesus or has seen Him.
Faliseus: Yet, they strangely have the right to judge who he is and was.
Faliseus: I believe Jesus, like any other loving person was a man with a message of an undying love and faith in his family.
Faliseus: He only taught of happiness and love...which I believe was his purpose and any loving person‘s purpose.
“but she says now that she liked him and I was supposed to know that”
Faliseus: if she liked him, 'she' should've ‘gone for it’
Faliseus: men and women are like jobs and cars,
Faliseus: going fast, and with a new driver in the seat,
Faliseus: going faster.
Faliseus: simple as Samsonite,
Faliseus: pack your bags and move on.
“before I sacrificed my life, the world had no chance to keep on”
Faliseus: how would you know that? this is an ENTIRE world, w/an ENTIRE MANY truths.
Faliseus: the only thing that hides our eyes from those truths, is our own doubt and corruption
Faliseus: my definition of corruption is believing that there's no other option but one
“huh?”
Faliseus: when mouths are louder than ears, then laughs will be quieter than question marks
Faliseus: means.....in order to enjoy life with less questions... you've got to keep your ears open:-) to be able to understand the goodwill in other people’s words
Faliseus: otherwise you'll just be hearing yourself talk and ask questions the whole time and you'll never have someone make you laugh
Faliseus: because the mouth was louder than the ears
“I just felt so bad because he got so offended”
Faliseus: offense is taken in blindness
Faliseus: people can't see that someone is trying to help them, so they just believe someone is trying to hurt them.
Faliseus: offense is taken in blindness
“no reason”
Faliseus: there's always a reason, unless it's a feeling that guides you
Faliseus: and that feeling has it's own hidden to be discovered reason
“I want to go out with him but we are just friends”
Faliseus: most relationships start out 'casual'....like a poem.....and work their way 'up'
Faliseus: to the depth that they become through faith
Faliseus: most importantly.... just speak your feelings with him
Faliseus: and KEEP speaking them and asking about his feelings.
Faliseus: the most important question is......(read #129)
“I just don't want a lesson”
Faliseus: lessons are everywhere....even in disguise....you can't escape a lesson
Faliseus: we all need lessons....and those of us that think we DON’T need one.....are ACTUALLY the ones that need a lesson the most
“I wished I could find someone that loved me”
Faliseus: whether I find someone that loves me or not....I just hope I can find the happiness....in loving another, when they can't love me.
Faliseus: BE happy...just believe in life....and live humbly.
“what books have you read to learn this?”
Faliseus: I've found that the chat room is it's own co-authoring of a book with no title. :)
Faliseus: I read people books all the time!
Faliseus: a scientist is more respected than the knowledge he has.
Faliseus: so I‘ll always be researching, because I'll always be finding new things
“it seems like you deserve it”
Faliseus: no one deserves the things they get, everything is a blessing:-)
Faliseus: gives me more inclination to be thankful and happier
“I don’t believe you”
Faliseus: if honesty is a lie, to you,
Faliseus: then I don’t know how I can tell you the truth.
“I don’t believe in myself”
Faliseus: people will grow if they're believed in
“I want to commit suicide”
Faliseus: why do you want to commit suicide?
Faliseus: will committing suicide keep them or you from crying in the grave?
Faliseus: do you know how beautiful the future will be?
Faliseus: no one knows the future, but the future is what you make it.
Faliseus: I just want you to understand that,
Faliseus: Just because the climb to the top has been painful, doesn’t mean the fall to the bottom won’t feel just as bad.
Faliseus: the climb to the top will hurt just as much to fall to the bottom,
Faliseus: but when you fall, you miss out on what you haven’t seen......
Faliseus: ‘the beauty of your victory at the top.’
Faliseus: so keep climbing....and make your pain ‘WORTH something.’
“you don‘t know what I‘m going through”
Faliseus: have you been inside my mind and known and SEEN what I've gone through?
Faliseus: if I didn’t know what you were going through, then I wouldn’t have said I did know.
Faliseus: I've had many tears and fears, I DO know tears.
“but what if it’s too late for me to do anything?” “what if it doesn’t work?”
Faliseus: that's not fact.....you don't know.....
Faliseus: if you keep that 'what if' on your mind...
Faliseus: and never ‘go and do it’ and ‘find out for yourself’,
Faliseus: then it'll hurt for the rest of your life
“shut up”
Faliseus: I just want to help you understand and feel better, that's all.
Faliseus: I can't help you, if I shut up
“he knows” “she already knows that”
Faliseus: well, sometimes, whether in good or bad situations...
Faliseus: even if someone ALREADY knows something,
Faliseus: It’s always good to remind the knowledgeable because
Faliseus: we all forget
“the message isn’t clear, in your writing” “the images in your poem should be stronger“
Faliseus: have you ever heard of the concept of an ABSTRACT ART?
Faliseus: one thing that I've realized........through my lifetime......as a spectator.......I REALLY don't give a damn about......the technical details:-)
Faliseus: I just look at the damn picture, or read the damn poem and I either FEEL it...or I DON'T!
Faliseus: I believe the comedian, Dennis Miller, has said it best,
Faliseus: and this is AS QUOTED, “politically correct people are perpetually in the fucking dark”
Faliseus: :-)
“sometimes Art and Poetry can be corrected, because sometimes we slip up”
Faliseus: each slip up is real
Faliseus: life is real
Faliseus: art is reflection of life and reality
Faliseus: sometimes life isn't so beautiful.
Faliseus: sometimes it IS a perfect mirror
Faliseus: inconsistency and variables is what makes the slip ups of life so 'real'
Faliseus: which is what makes IMPERFECT art, so ACCURATE
“I bet a lot of girls really like you but they are just scared”
Faliseus: that’s not the FULL problem
Faliseus: the FULL problem is.....I think they're afraid of commitment, and they think I'm that 'really really nice guy, that I'm sure I'm going to marry one day when I actually stop messing around and being young'
Faliseus: I could be wrong though.
Faliseus: people think they have to 'SET A LINE'.......that they can't cross, because they think that an extremely wonderful person will change them forever
Faliseus: as that may be true, it isn't that they've changed, it's that they've 'GROWN'
“I don‘t think I need to ask you any questions”
Faliseus: you can look stupid ASKING the question, now,
Faliseus: or you can look stupid NOT FINDING the answer, later.
Faliseus: the choice is yours.
“because there is no absolute truth provable to a free willed being”
Faliseus: not to our.......'knowledge'
Faliseus: but what does it TAKE to gain 'knowledge'?:-)
Faliseus: it takes FAITH
“but I’m trying to say that it Doesn’t matter”
Faliseus: faith will be the judge
“don’t force things on others”
Faliseus: I won’t push to do something without purpose
“let them come to you and drink”
Faliseus: I'm just answering your questions and questioning your answers:-)
Faliseus: there is no such, threatening 'force', except for your own opinion and perspective;-)
“I regret ever meeting this guy, I don’t even think he’s interested in me, don‘t know”
Faliseus: you can't honestly know what's inside a man’s heart......and a lot of times, neither can he know what's inside his OWN heart......but you have got to PUT your FULL effort into it.......beyond all doubts, thoughts, analyzing moments, 'facts'
Faliseus: just SEE beyond.
Faliseus: remember that you've got nothing to really lose....except for the opportunity
Faliseus: and don't regret
Faliseus: because there isn't a reason for regret
“what kind are you?”
Faliseus: to label is to restrict
Faliseus: as a label, never stand in the same place for too long for 2 reasons
Faliseus: 1 your legs will get tired
Faliseus: and 2 you'll get very bored and angry that you haven’t moved anywhere
“I am not a reader on your website........ I am HERE chatting with you, now.....TELL me NOW”
Faliseus: I don't waste my time repeating myself.
Faliseus: this is why I've got it in WRITING.
Faliseus: honest.
Faliseus: I've only got 2 hands, and 1 mind.
Faliseus: the mind is clearest.........when the 2 hands have already written down it's thoughts.
“I KNOW my stuff”
Faliseus: I understand you know your stuff:-)
Faliseus: I ALSO understand that the mind...........................is corrupt
Faliseus: people forget the 'shit they know'..........ALL the time
Faliseus: this is why I take notes
Faliseus: so I have a way.....of 'reminding' myself.......of the 'stuff I know'
Faliseus: it's not so I can look smarter..........it's so that I can REMEMBER......how smart I really am.
Faliseus: that's why I have people read the paper.
Faliseus: because it's the most clear answer you can get from me.....because it has been touched up and redefined...and everything on there.......is from pure memory......that's why I take notes and have people read them
Faliseus: the notes......are where I stand.
“I wished I was that”
Faliseus: we are all people, looking for the answers to the same questions..........no matter WHO we are.
Faliseus: don't give a half-assed WISH............just STRIVE to your fullest.
Faliseus: spend all your life giving half-assed wishes, wishing you were something you’re not..........and you'll only BECOME a half- assed something-you’re-not
Faliseus: you've got to strive to your fullest.........to ‘fully’ BECOME the someone that you're GOING to be.
Faliseus: and you WILL BECOME that someone.
Faliseus: don't wish your life away
Faliseus: STRIVE to LIVE that life:-) and succeed
Faliseus: it's only as possible as you believe it is:-)
Faliseus: it's the honest truth;-)
“it’s good your modest”
Faliseus: you'd just be feeling every word as an emotion
Faliseus: I'm not modest
Faliseus: I'm just.......me.
“You are just so........”
Faliseus: don’t make assumptions unless you can prove them correct
Faliseus: can you prove that:-)?
“you are SO hard to understand!!!”
Faliseus: mmm, I see, you understand me so well, that it 'unnerves' you so much, that you don't want to BELIEVE you understand me
Faliseus: very understandable:-)
Faliseus: believe what you'll want to believe.........your own belief, will be your own judge.
“you don’t understand me” ”it was misunderstood”
Faliseus: there's a difference between MISUNDERSTANDING......and 'misinterpreting'...........your problem is........you don't 'see' that difference.
Faliseus: misunderstanding, missing the entire picture, completely not seeing it by accident.
Faliseus: misinterpreting, only choosing to see a ‘part’ of the picture by choice, the choice to be playfully ignorant.
“I don‘t believe that”
Faliseus: you don’t have to believe that.
Faliseus: An open mind, accepting of it's own flaws, is an HONEST mind, accepting of all hearts and loves because you understand that EVERYONE has flaws.
“it’s all good, but you seem to have a lot to say about life”
Faliseus: I believe we all do but we keep to ourselves so much that it hurts and we hate
Faliseus: what's your perspective on it all?
“Jeremy, there you go with the philosophy again, why do you ALWAYS ask for me to ‘define’ everything I say?”
Faliseus: hey, if you can't define your own words....then I’M NOT GOING TO DO IT FOR YOU!!!:-)
Faliseus: if you don’t know what YOU mean, when you say something, then ask ME what ‘I mean’ when I say something or just DON’T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!!
“my problems are kind of overwhelming” “I’ve got plenty of worries”
Faliseus: we've all got plenty of worries, it’s just that not all of us have ways of coping
Faliseus: my way of coping is hope and faith
Faliseus: unconditional love
Faliseus: of course
“I see you have passed your coil responsibility on to others”
Faliseus: No, I don‘t pass on my coil of responsibility onto others. I just pass my own guidance onto myself...it is all 'other's' own CHOICE to follow in their own way.
Faliseus: not mine. ;-)
“sorry about yesterday”
Faliseus: no you’re not
Faliseus: :-)
“yes I am sorry”
Faliseus: if you were really sorry, then you wouldn't have done what you’d done in the first place
Faliseus: but just don't worry about it, it's the past
Faliseus: and remember not to be sorry in the future:-)
“oh...I’m definitely not creative”
Faliseus: sure you are:-)!
Faliseus: every movement, every personal opinion or perspective, every single thing in life that you have done, is a creation
“I kept my promise” “I’m a lady of my word”
Faliseus: you can't make too many promises because it can make life boring and predictable
“you don’t know me”
Faliseus: the fact that I ’don’t know you’ has nothing to do with this conversation.
Faliseus: did you forget?
Faliseus: we’re on the internet, chatting, you dip.
Faliseus: us KNOWING each other does not apply in a chat room so you can forget trying to blast away the credibility of me ‘understanding’ your problems and ‘knowing you’ because I don’t and I NEVER DID.
Faliseus: so quit blaming someone you don’t know for not ‘knowing you’ and quit blaming someone you don‘t know for not ‘understanding’ your problems and get OFF of the internet and find someone who DOES.
Faliseus: Otherwise, we will chat on a better day.
“you shouldn’t brag, it’s wrong” “I can’t stand people who brag”
Faliseus: Bragging and teasing were created for individuals with humility or a sense of humor and a child-like view of reality.
Faliseus: so that in winning or in losing, you will enjoy yourself and have a laugh each time
“I desperately need an inspiration for my writer‘s block for my speech”
Faliseus: B. S.
Faliseus: that's the name of the game
Faliseus: all great speakers were great bull shitters, their best talent was using the right words to tell people that they sucked horribly
Faliseus: if in doubt, speak highly of the low:-)
“yeah, sure, uh huh, that’s me.......”
Faliseus: sarcasm will only bring you closer to finding that you're ‘just right’ where and who you are and no where and no one else
“I have very interesting dreams its just to hard to put to words sometimes”
Faliseus: don't think 'words'
Faliseus: think 'blah'
Faliseus: that's where words came from anyways
to the toph.) reply to understanding“hmm...okay that sounds like good advice”
Faliseus: “good advice should only be given once.”
“STOP!!! ENOUGH!!! NO MORE!!! PLEASE!!”
Faliseus: we all should take the breathers we need
“everything comes from your list of phrases”
Faliseus: it's a pattern in a quilt
Faliseus: the circle of life
Faliseus: live to love
Faliseus: love to live
“you don’t like thinking either”
Faliseus: thinking HURTS
Faliseus: knowing is EASIER
Faliseus: why would I want to hurt myself?
Faliseus: knowing is something that doesn’t hurt to me
Faliseus: so naturally
Faliseus: I prefer to KNOW
Faliseus: ideas, in my experience, are made of thin air.
Faliseus: knowledge, in my experience, is made of hard rock
Faliseus: a combination of both is a good medley.....
Faliseus: thoughts ‘sharpen’, ’form’ and ‘shine’ knowledge
Faliseus: knowledge is a record of those thoughts
“it’s FRIDAY!!!” ”I’m so glad it’s over” “I don’t want to go on”
Faliseus: The best days in our lives are the last days. So that we might look back at ALL the good days before and know we’ve had that opportunity to find what we were looking for.
“I can’t handle this” “this came so unexpectedly”
Faliseus: we don’t really know something till it’s there in our hands
Faliseus: but I can only have faith that it's not more than we can handle
“war isn’t right” “fighting isn’t right”
Faliseus: no one thinks it’s right except for the people that start the war
Faliseus: we can’t just put our guns down and die though
Faliseus: that’s not the nature of this country
Faliseus: that’s why we're staying together strong
Faliseus: it’s because the nature of this country is to never give up or give in.
Faliseus: sometimes life may not seem fair
Faliseus: but it's life
“I am the calm one in the argument”
Faliseus: the calm person is the person that has more energy after the other person is through yelling and fighting.
Faliseus: "the meek shall inherit the earth"
Faliseus: wiser and more efficient
“quit playing copy cat with me!”
Faliseus: you know the best way to get someone to quit playing copy cat with you is? poieralejmlkshosd'rw;lerae'rlsdu685978230930769423......
Faliseus: just don’t say anything and it'll kill their patience and they'll say something that YOU can copy cat them at
“ok” “umm” “uh yeah”
Faliseus: I've always had a hard time making sense
Faliseus: but at least I'm good at confusing people
Faliseus: but don’t worry about being confused
Faliseus: just worry about what finding out what I’m saying
Faliseus: FOCUS on what you UNDERSTAND and......
Faliseus: ASK QUESTIONS about what you DON’T understand
Faliseus: it's SIMPLE
“but the truth can hurt”
Faliseus: nothing can hide from the truth
Faliseus: the truth is where we stand
Faliseus: and the truth is where we fall
“I know that the Lord has a plan...” ” God will show me what He wants of me”
Faliseus: right on
Faliseus: "God is my pilot and flies me to love and happiness always, the fuel is faith"
Faliseus: "He's hauling a cargo of sheep and chickens"
Faliseus: the chickens are too busy squawking to know where they’re going
Faliseus: and the sheep are quiet and faithful because they know the pilot loves them
“money is a problem though”
Faliseus: “love is free but affection has it's price”
Faliseus: and about food or gas and living necessities...
Faliseus: work to sustain life
“you understand me” “you listen well”
Faliseus: I know where I've come from
Faliseus: so I've got a better idea as to where I'm going and who I‘m taking with me.
“and I need trust”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: faith
Faliseus: like I said.
Faliseus: it's a strength.
“this person keeps asking me questions”
Faliseus: the best way to avoid answering a question is by ASKING one like,
Faliseus: “Why are you asking me that question in the first place?” over and over again
Faliseus: or saying “I don’t know”;)
Faliseus: but it’s best to get answers even though you can cheat like that :) *laugh out loud*
“*laugh out loud* that’s funny”
Faliseus: sadly true
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: but laughably sad
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“true”
Faliseus: hee hee
Faliseus: there goes that broken record of truth again!
Faliseus: that broken record skips and repeats itself on that same beautiful song
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“nothing can be too long” “not too many words”
Faliseus: I like my words 'short and sweet' as life itself
Faliseus: a description longer than life itself would therefore kill us
“I am a desperate person” “need something here”
Faliseus: we're all desperate
Faliseus: for some people we've got different desperations
“be right back” “I’ve got to go”
Faliseus: I'll miss you
Faliseus: but I’ll keep a smile for when you come back:-)
“everything you say is TRUE” “that’s DEEP and TRUE”
Faliseus: TRUTH is like rain...always comes back...repeats itself...gets us wet...some are crying and hiding from it and some are laughing and singing in it.....wisdom separates the two
"I was honest as I said I was and he just couldn't make me contradict myself"
Faliseus: honesty is a wall of spikes
Faliseus: those that try to climb it will be impaled by guilt
“I’m climbing to my dreams everyday”
Faliseus: wisdom and inspiration are two threads of the same rope we climb to our dreams.
“I remember the time when....”
Faliseus: memories are the ropes we hang on to for reality,
Faliseus: and common ground when we think we're flying or are buried.
“most powerful things are felt” “I like to feel things than think about them”
Faliseus: the light in the thunderstorm is not as powerful as the rumble that we feel when it crashes
Faliseus: things that are felt, are most powerful
Faliseus: in your case,
Faliseus: don't look at your shot,
Faliseus: just feel the game.
Faliseus: thinking is the worst destructive force in a piece of art.
Faliseus: be the artist.
Faliseus: that's just my opinion though
Faliseus: I believe games are better felt as thunder, than seen as lightning
Faliseus: you feeling what I'm saying?
“I think she's brushing you off, try to reach her”
Faliseus: although that gives me a motivation,
Faliseus: I'll still keep my wheels turning in the same spot
Faliseus: crying for help.
Faliseus: the best way into a woman's heart is to cry that your fingers are stuck in the door she slammed;-)
“thinking with his penis?” “he’s thinking with muscle brains again.”
Faliseus: the best and worst thing a man can have messed with is his head, and that pivotal moment for any one like me, is to take opportunity and get one of them straight, all depends on the one he's thinking with
“I’m bored, come save me.” “I need something to pick me up.”
Faliseus: words move
Faliseus: ears lift
Faliseus: with no inspiration,
Faliseus: we are dead.
Faliseus: we are, who others see and yet, we are who we can't see, but we only can think of who we can be
Faliseus: there's different reasons that shan’t be assumed of another, that must be revealed by each other
Faliseus: boredom is the growth drug of life
“I hope so too”
Faliseus: it should work
Faliseus: friends are hard to keep though, but in times of doubt and worry, those are the things that can make or break the friendship
Faliseus: it's all your decision on which one it's going to be...
Faliseus: stronger or weaker.
“don’t quit” “it will be okay :-)”
Faliseus: I tell myself that I'm not worthless, but a bird in a cage, with broken wings, has a harder time believing he can fly
Faliseus: I do my best because,
Faliseus: I haven’t got time to be a whining bitch, so I turn my tears into my art.
“I love this quote, but I forgot who said it: 'sanity is the playground for the unimaginative'”
Faliseus: sanity is political correctness, and politics, didn’t exist before insanity:-D
Faliseus: insanity is growth:-)
Faliseus: *laugh out loud* well, 'constructive insanity'
“ oh I love being insane and abnormal or weird, what ever it is people call me”
Faliseus: it's uniqueness! what IS ‘normal‘?
Faliseus: being myself is the way I plan on being, cause being anyone else, without reason, would therefore kill me
Faliseus: in a way, you help me to know myself, did you read #150?
Faliseus: #150 was one of my insane thoughts, that lead to a sane truth:-)
Faliseus: from that point, on, insanity will all span out into insane knowledgeable sanity
Faliseus: insanity, to sane ideas, is faith in the words:-)
“I hope”
Faliseus: we know...knowing that we hope what we know now..... will get us to the next stage in life
Faliseus: wow, deep:-)
“no worries you’re right”
Faliseus: righteousness is believing you’re happy.....and happiness is life lived humbly
“sorry I’m not good with mind games” “you’re really trying to make me think here aren’t you?”
Faliseus: it's okay:-)
Faliseus: I always like to make people think about my answers....that just proves that they're listening
Faliseus: I see you’re trying though:-) thanks
“you have a lot of passion to share that is for sure”
Faliseus: on the barbed wire of faith, it's either a useless drop down a cliff or a victorious climb up a mountain
Faliseus: there's tears either way but I've got to go for what I believe is at the top.
“I don't think they wanted an answer”
Faliseus: :-) no one wants to learn the truth
Faliseus: but it will hit them harder, when no one pushes to teach it.
“no one wants too learn, ignorance is bliss”
Faliseus: ignorance is bliss....only to the point where you're lying diseased, starving on a street corner.
Faliseus: I understand what you’re saying though, but a true salesman has to do his work and sell happiness:-D
“hey, if you don't know how sad you are, you have to be happy”
Faliseus: since happiness and sadness is a concept,
Faliseus: and concepts on the mind are unseen to the eyes,
Faliseus: then believe what you'll want to believe and hope what you'll want to hope.
Faliseus: I hope I'm happy:-)
“I don't think they wanted a response, if I asked them again, then it’d only make them mad”
Faliseus: anger, is proof of learning and pushing past the ‘seen’ limits....becoming stronger and smarter
“anger is proof of going postal”
Faliseus: :-) postal is a lesson with a bruise, and a lesson with a bruise is TWO lessons....in one
Faliseus: lessons learned QUICKER, are lessons that hurt LESS.
Faliseus: I want people to understand as soon as possible, so it just hurts less...in the long run
Faliseus: people will find their answers and be angry, either way, through me or someone else
Faliseus: I’d just like to know that I’m doing my job and am ‘up to quota’ in answering questions.
“I‘m just feeling really down, really sad, that‘s all.”
Faliseus: let it out, cry it out all you can....but.....
Faliseus: no matter what you do in life, even if you're crying uncontrollably....
Faliseus: is to try... to smile or laugh... :-)...and bring back the happiness
Faliseus: don't forget to breathe too
Faliseus: fresh air, will replace tears, and it feels better than crying
Faliseus: that's probably the most important thing I've had to learn
Faliseus: you've got to learn it, like I did
Faliseus: and I know just how hard it is.....but close your eyes
Faliseus: it may be hard but you'll see that it's not impossible,
Faliseus: once you've done it....
Faliseus: have a good cry, there’s nothing wrong with crying.....Let it out
Faliseus: and once you’ve done that, then breathe...and try to smile.
“you will find a wonderful girl who will knock you off your feet”
Faliseus: well there's no doubt to that, but the decision maker shall beat inside my chest:-)
Faliseus: means a lot to me, and what means more, is your happiness
Faliseus: that IS my happiness
Faliseus: if I can't see that there's not beauty that inspires...... coming from the inside of me, then I can't see myself being happy
Faliseus: I've got to know that I can rub off:-)
“isn't absolute truth....'happiness'?”
Faliseus: I don’t know :-)
“I don’t have a problem with what you are saying”
Faliseus: honorable trust will calm worries in a heartbeat
“well here’s some constructive criticism for you.”
Faliseus: I like to take criticism because I like to be knocked down by criticism, so I can learn to walk and carry the critics
“you’re exactly right”
Faliseus: the only way I've gotten this right is by admitting ‘I could be wrong’
Faliseus: and I still could be ‘wrong’
Faliseus: but let’s hope for the best:-)
“it’s not always easy to be accepted”
Faliseus: I agree, but it certainly is always better if you DO ‘hope’ that you’re accepted
Faliseus: because people are often jealous of something that's different
Faliseus: so they want to try to put that 'different something' down
Faliseus: and people want to glorify themselves, which isn't right, because they miss out on the real meaning of their friends
Faliseus: the real meaning, as Robert Frost would put it, "love and love things as they are."
Faliseus: (I didn't read that, I heard it on TV) :)
“it’s just depressing”
Faliseus: I understand depression
Faliseus: for depression, a good way to release depression is 'EX-pression’
Faliseus: art, music, writing, walking, working out, getting out, meeting new friends, hobbies
Faliseus: something, so that you can release the pressure
Faliseus: JOIN a club, GET some co-workers/friends, GO to a school, TAKE a break, MEET some new friends just DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT for a RELEASE of stress and depression
Faliseus: school is prime location for buddies:-)
Faliseus: I learned that....in school;-)
“Life’s been sucking lately:(“
Faliseus: life is a gashia house and sucking and blowing are life's specialties;-)......."Suck You For A Dollar!!??"
Faliseus: which is ironically true:-)
Faliseus: yep, that's going in the next teen movie for sure
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*:-)
“wow that is sad”
Faliseus: I am capable of feeling hurt
Faliseus: but I’m more capable of dealing with the hurt
to the topi.) reply to amazement“wow, I’ve never thought of that”
Faliseus: and I’ve just taught you something new
Faliseus: we ALL have the same ideas,
Faliseus: it’s just that SOME of us haven’t figured out how to put those ideas into words.
Faliseus: such is the task of poesy.
“wow”
Faliseus: through my getting used to struggling past the borders of society's death/repetition and making my life present......I've had to get used to all the compliments.....
Faliseus: I worry that I’m OVERSEEN.
Faliseus: I don’t want to be OVERSEEN....I want to be UNDERSTOOD
Faliseus: people always want to look at the 'wow's or the 'ooh's and the 'ahh's
Faliseus: but they're just overshooting me, and I've always desired to meet a person to just see me for the smiling 'who', that I am
Faliseus: and not the amazing 'what', that I can be.
Faliseus: don't be amazed by me......and don't call me an egotistical maniac..........as I'm only being honest........the truth is what shocks, lifts and pisses us off the most
“wow.”
Faliseus: if you need help getting your jaw back up, just let me know:-)
“wow, that’s a lot of money”
Faliseus: money is nothing compared to the dreams it's invested in
Faliseus: once you invest in your dream, money becomes a useless object
Faliseus: that's what I'm going for and that's what I'll get:-)
5.) The Meaning of Life:
“what’s the meaning of life?”
Faliseus: oh
Faliseus: hmm
Faliseus: well,
Faliseus: (and this makes the most sense)
Faliseus: what’s the meaning of ANYTHING?
Faliseus: planted by the gardener
Faliseus: the roots grow strong,
Faliseus: and beautiful
Faliseus: to the gardener’s delight
Faliseus: gardener=god
Faliseus: plants=us
to the top6.) Thinking of You Always
Faliseus: whether you're naked or clothed,
Faliseus: sick or well,
Faliseus: happy or sad,
Faliseus: tidy or untidy,
Faliseus: there or not there,
Faliseus: ONE thing remains the same,
Faliseus: I'm thinking about you
Faliseus: ALWAYS
“thanks”
Faliseus: no problem babe
Faliseus: that’s my job
Faliseus: so.......
Faliseus: what’re you wearing?
to the top7.) Perfection
Faliseus: "the only thing perfect about life is that it isn’t"
Faliseus: "we're ALWAYS building"
Faliseus: "Life's Twisted Spine" (my band’s name)
to the top8.) ALIVE
Faliseus: :-)that’s how I am
Faliseus: yup
Faliseus: I don’t like the word ‘MAYBE’
Faliseus: or ‘COULD’VE’
Faliseus: or ‘SHOULD’VE’
Faliseus: I just HATE ‘REGRETS’
Faliseus: "those that live in the past, die in the past."
Faliseus: "I live for NOW. I'm ALIVE."
Faliseus: leave it in the past, carry what you're holding, not what you've held;-)
to the top9.) The SOLUTION to EGO TRIPPERS
Faliseus: "As you sit on your high pedestal, looking down,"
Faliseus: "you'll see me at the bottom,"
Faliseus: "with an axe."
Faliseus: (or chainsaw if you prefer)
to the top10.) POETIC JUSTICE FOR ADVICE
“hey, will you talk to my friend?”
Faliseus: sure
Faliseus: whatever you need man
Faliseus: I'm here
Faliseus: just don’t ask me for money or beer
to the top11.) COMPARISON: Thinking and Legos
Faliseus: thinking sucks
Faliseus: but hey
Faliseus: it’s kind of like playing legos
Faliseus: (thinking is)
Faliseus: you build the structures,
Faliseus: play with them,
Faliseus: and watch them fall down.
Faliseus: thoughts are made of air
Faliseus: those with too many thoughts in their heads,
Faliseus: have too much AIR in their heads
Faliseus: knowledge is as solid as a rock
Faliseus: and you’ll never ever float away with solid rocks in your head
to the top12.) Making Friends
Faliseus: 1 stay and listen
Faliseus: 2 ask questions
Faliseus: 3 laugh with them
Faliseus: and you've ‘BOTH’ just made a friend
to the top13.) Questions and Answers
Faliseus: just come to me when there’s questions
Faliseus: you've got the questions I've got the answers
Faliseus: I'll question your answers and answer your questions
Falseus: and the same thing applies for ME
Faliseus: I expect the SAME thing from someone else
to the top14.) Nothing to Do
Faliseus: I ALWAYS want to do something
Faliseus: well,
Faliseus: it’s kind of inevitable though
Faliseus: whether you do ‘something’ or ‘nothing‘,
Faliseus: you’re STILL doing ‘something’
to the top15.) Inspirational Rapping
Faliseus: true 2 all
Faliseus: all 2 true
to the top16.) Modern Politics
Faliseus: our nation is free to roam within its cage,
Faliseus: congress just throws us the pieces of meat,
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: the big dogs get to it first
Faliseus: but hey,
Faliseus: what do I know about 'politics'?
to the top17.) Growing Away From The ROOTS
Faliseus: we're all wise, we just don’t use our wisdom
Faliseus: except I do though
Faliseus: we know EVERYTHING we need to know as children
Faliseus: but,
Faliseus: as we grow up,
Faliseus: we forget
Faliseus: trees grow TALL,
Faliseus: FAR from their roots,
Faliseus: BUT
Faliseus: they're ALWAYS connected
Faliseus: they just FORGET where they come from
Faliseus: and they forget where they're going
Faliseus: I'm just reminding people of what it’s like being a child
Faliseus: my tree is tall but my branches are on the ground near my roots,
Faliseus: to uplift growing trees or dying trees
Faliseus: :-)
to the top18.) Hearts in My Head
Faliseus: in stead of meditating
Faliseus: and CLEARING your mind
Faliseus: you should ACTUALLY,
Faliseus: remember your loved ones
Faliseus: thinking of you ALWAYS
Faliseus: makes me better than ANY meditation could
Faliseus: ALWAYS
Faliseus: from the heart
Faliseus: my head’s in my heart,
Faliseus: and my heart’s in my head.
to the top19.) SEX CONFLICT
"I don't want to talk to you!!"
"you're a man!!"
Faliseus: yeah, so what?
Faliseus: you're a MAN w/out a penis
Faliseus: If only I could go back in time and fix it so I hadn’t grown a penis in the womb, we’d be best friends then, girlfriend.
to the top20.) Who I AM
Faliseus: I've been, gothic, prep, computer nerd, jock, chess player, wimp, hulk, skinny, bulk...anything and everything
Faliseus: I was ‘nothing’
Faliseus: but who I was in the first and last place
Faliseus: MYSELF
Faliseus: and that's who I'll always be
to the top21.) A HEART Held Poem of Power
“yyyyyyeeeeeeeepppppppppp”
Faliseus: gee golly,
Faliseus: wished I could say something
Faliseus: you haven’t EVER heard me talk
Faliseus: I sound like a nerd
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: well,
Faliseus: it all depends on what phase I'm in too
Faliseus: I could be in Construction worker phase
Faliseus: or Cleaning the factory phase
Faliseus: or just got home phase
Faliseus: or what ever
Faliseus: you know
Faliseus: I'm just in loopy la la land phase
Faliseus: I'm gonna miss you forever
Faliseus: out alone in the dark
Faliseus: my arms can’t feel my way around
Faliseus: the street posts
Faliseus: so cold
Faliseus: the ground
Faliseus: so rigid and sharp and hard
Faliseus: the curb,
Faliseus: so inviting of the ones who leave
Faliseus: and the stranger on the side of the road
Faliseus: so inviting of the ones who're asleep
Faliseus: and so awake to the cause of day
Faliseus: the light is shown
Faliseus: and the hair is blown
Faliseus: from the eyes of the sad
Faliseus: to the face of the glad
Faliseus: I'm sure of my smile
Faliseus: as I see your kindness
Faliseus: for a very long while
Faliseus: as I move around our space
Faliseus: I feel your heart in my heart’s place
Faliseus: it’s a wonderful feeling
Faliseus: only too real,
Faliseus: from my floor,
Faliseus: to your ceiling
Faliseus: endless and boundless
Faliseus: is our reach
Faliseus: as you must listen
Faliseus: I must teach
Faliseus: I must remind
Faliseus: and be reminded
Faliseus: that all of our love
Faliseus: is not one sided
Faliseus: it’s very open
Faliseus: as my arms are extended
Faliseus: as my greeting with open heart
Faliseus: is well comprehended
Faliseus: how’s this babe?
Faliseus: this view of my heart
Faliseus: as I've gone to flow
Faliseus: to the end
Faliseus: from the start.
Faliseus: okay,
Faliseus: waitin for ya babe.
Faliseus: when ever your ready
Faliseus: as my fingers are paced
Faliseus: my heart beats steady
Faliseus: waiting
Faliseus: wondering
Faliseus: here and there
Faliseus: always
Faliseus: true and powerful
Faliseus: from the heart
to the top22.) Common Ground
Faliseus: people want to look up to me
Faliseus: but I want to look up to people
Faliseus: right next to them
Faliseus: because
Faliseus: they know what I know
Faliseus: that’s why it’s so powerful
Faliseus: it’s the ‘common ground’ we're standing on
“never thought of that”
Faliseus: the HEART
to the top23.) Forgetting Things
Faliseus: the world doesn’t use its heart
Faliseus: it just THINKS and ASSUMES too many things
“I agree”
“yeah”
Faliseus: the world’s definition,
Faliseus: "to LOVE or to CHANGE"
Faliseus: loving is easier
Faliseus: changing just postpones or kills love and destroys all
“but if you don't change then love will always be the same and will get boring”
Faliseus: not really
Faliseus: love is wonderful here on Earth
“it's like if you eat the same thing your whole life”
Faliseus: take a look at this......
Faliseus: "the only thing perfect about life is that it isn’t"
Faliseus: "we're ALWAYS building"
Faliseus: "Life's Twisted Spine"
Faliseus: see why ALL love is important?
Faliseus: because people forget for a REASON
Faliseus: so they can just learn to love again
Faliseus: see?
Faliseus: makes sense though
“it may be important but it's not always a good important”
“I guess”
Faliseus: I KNOW
Faliseus: we're ALWAYS building
“oooo don't yell in an internet way”
Faliseus: building heart felt structures
“ok ok ok “
“you win”
Faliseus: I never win
Faliseus: I just teach and learn
“well now you do”
Faliseus: there’s no such thing as winning or losing while learning and teaching
“I guess it's just my way of saying you’re right”
Faliseus: you’re right too
Faliseus: we all just forget things
Faliseus: we forget to love so that we can remember to love
Faliseus: it's life’s great drama and relief
Faliseus: memories, hit our spirit with a stronger sense of reality than just a thought.
Faliseus: which is why childhood memories are important to keep
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“so what you are saying is "I want to love the world, I want the world to love me?"“
Faliseus: sure
“*laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: understanding of reflections, can help us shine brighter, and to our maximum potential
Faliseus: as you've said, is well worth it, if you only get to live life ‘one time‘:-)
to the top24.) WORRY
Faliseus: you shouldn’t worry, because you die faster, not enough time to love
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Faliseus: try to limit the amount to times that you say you 'know' the future or you 'know' what's inside someone’s mind or heart
Faliseus: I mean.......
“why?”
“and how?”
“I can’t help it they’re my fears/doubts but as you can see I’m stubborn as hell and ignore them and do what I choose to anyways despite the outcome or rejection”
Faliseus: the facts may be true, but most of the time, the facts aren't important as the things that you haven't seen yet
Faliseus: well, when you say, "I know" you get your mind stuck in......‘current’ reality, and it takes your future dreams and puts them through a meat grinder, and saying ’I know’ makes you think there’s not a good future, because you DON’T KNOW THE FUTURE.
Faliseus: that's why whenever I get a compliment, or on the other end of things.....someone says something bad about me......I can just say, "I'd like to think so, but I hope for the best"
Faliseus: ALWAYS positive, even if things SEEM negative
Faliseus: just hope
Faliseus: take the time to listen to your own words
Faliseus: read your words over a lot before you type new words
“:-P”
Faliseus: take time to smell the roses and don't speed by things blindly
“ok”
“that’s me”
“I can’t help it”
Faliseus: because when you speed, you miss the beauty of things that are peaceful and slow
“I’m really trying to change that bout me because I see it as a distraction or a flaw but it’s difficult”
Faliseus: I understand
Faliseus: that's why breathing is good
Faliseus: breathing doesn't seem necessary but
Faliseus: when you start to think about your breathing, and start to think about how silly you look and feel while doing it,
Faliseus: then where does all the REST of the thoughts go?:-)
“:-P”
Faliseus: every time, riding in my friend, Brandon's car, I'd always say,
Faliseus: "man, I've got to stop worrying about things."
“yeah”
Faliseus: then I found out the simple method.....breathing:-)
Faliseus: praying is another thing too
Faliseus: praying gets the words out of the mouth, and eventually praying tunes your mind and ears to hear the good hopeful things
Faliseus: eventually, the mind is tuned to the point......where it doesn't worry much at all
“yeah”
Faliseus: it's quite a miraculous change from before I started to pray......and after
Faliseus: I'm a completely different person:-)
Faliseus: but yet I'm the same
Faliseus: just less worries:-)
“yeah, yeah”
“I’ll try”
Faliseus: you see, because I just needed a REASON to do something
Faliseus: and then I did it as soon as I had the reason
Faliseus: is any of this helping?
Faliseus: expression is good too
Faliseus: write those feelings and thoughts down on paper or type them up.......that's where most or all of my poems and artwork are from.......just pure emotion
Faliseus: and every time I've got someone to read my expression, and they understand and FEEL what I've expressed, either on paper or on computer.....then I've felt a bit more, 'understood'.....and 'at ease'
“YEAH”
Faliseus: oh yeah, 'write all this stuff down':-)
“YEAH, YEAH, YEAH”
Faliseus: that's another helpful thing too
“KAPICHE”
“I GOT IT”
“THANKS”
Faliseus: half the time,
Faliseus: when you don't remember things,
Faliseus: you worry that you've forgotten them:-)
Faliseus: key word.......... 'worry'
Faliseus: so write your thoughts and feelings down;-)
Faliseus: and review your thoughts and feelings on paper
Faliseus: and remember, you DON’T KNOW THE FUTURE, so just ‘hope for the best’
Faliseus: remember take time to smell the roses and don't speed by things blindly
Faliseus: don’t forget to ‘breathe deeply’ and don’t forget to ‘pray’
Faliseus: and don’t forget to REMIND other people of how to stay hopeful
Faliseus: you're always welcome:-)
Faliseus: I'm glad that I could help out
Faliseus: and I hope things work out EXCELLENTLY for you
to the top25.) Dependence
“I depend on myself”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: I do too
Faliseus: but lots of times I honestly can’t
“no.....you depend on words to make you feel better”
Faliseus: nope
Faliseus: words are nothing
Faliseus: it’s the heart and the people that make the heart work that make me feel better
Faliseus: and REAL
Faliseus: and that’s VERY important to me
“I see”
Faliseus: because in the end,
Faliseus: we're all just looking for someone to talk to.
Faliseus: that’s why I NEVER EVER block someone out.
Faliseus: open heart always
to the top26.) Pressure on Earth
Faliseus: I don’t like to put people under pressure
Faliseus: likewise with me
Faliseus: but there’s a pressure on earth always
Faliseus: Life’s Twisted Spine
Faliseus: Growing and dwindling,
Faliseus: building and loving,
Faliseus: always
Faliseus: the heart of life beats to pump fresh life
Faliseus: to keep life from getting ‘stale’
Faliseus: these troubles are reminders of PURPOSE
Faliseus: the nuts and bolts of life are loose for a reason
Faliseus: only so that WE tighten them and teach others to keep them tight.
to the top27.a) Swaying Young Tree
Faliseus: you ever see a young swaying tree in the wind?
Faliseus: It needs a solid brace to lean on,
Faliseus: through the storms and the rains and the snows,
Faliseus: it survives and grows because that brace is there,
Faliseus: growing together,
Faliseus: the tree grows strong and tall,
Faliseus: and eventually,
Faliseus: no longer needs the support of the brace,
Faliseus: because IT is SUPPORTING the brace and itself,
Faliseus: and is STRONG in return.
Faliseus: ok
Faliseus: the BRACE is,
Faliseus: Unconditional Love
Faliseus: ALWAYS
Faliseus: means FROM THE HEART
Faliseus: because that brace was ALWAYS there, for that young swaying tree,
Faliseus: it was from the heart and to the heart.
Faliseus: aimed and hit the target.
Faliseus: you see now?
to the top27.b) PARAPHRASE of Swaying Young Tree
Faliseus: you need a shining light for sure
Faliseus: kids shine brighter than the brightest lights in the world
Faliseus: to know that there's a little piece of you running around youthfully and playing without a care, but growing with your words....
Faliseus: That's just a reassuring feeling that you know the world is going to be a better place because you've fed the soils of our nations plants with nutrients and nourishment.
Faliseus: As they grow, they shall become our brace.
to the top28.) My BRACE
Faliseus: it’s my faith
Faliseus: I'm growing strong and tall,
Faliseus: but sometimes there’s those storms that I can’t handle
Faliseus: because before when I tried to figure things out way too much, I wasn't able to speak like that,
Faliseus: I wasn't faithful
Faliseus: I didn't KNOW or RELY on my KNOWLEDGE
Faliseus: I was always THINKING and ASSUMING
Faliseus: and I MOCKED what I didn’t understand.
Faliseus: Now,
Faliseus: my family, my congregation, my land full of people are my brace as I KNOW FAITH and I’m thankful they inspire me to see what I need to see.
Faliseus: honest
Faliseus: because I wasn't able to do as much before, ‘without faith’
Faliseus: now it’s "just a flowing like the metal on the edge of a knife"
Faliseus: that was Meatloaf
Faliseus: I'm growing strong and tall as well.
to the top29.) My Job
Faliseus: My job is to remind you why you’ve got to love and to remind you that it’s the gift that keeps on giving.
and to do it all while being powerfully true, humble, not common and honest.
to the top30.) Reading People Books
Faliseus: people nowadays are REALLY easy to read
Faliseus: like children's books,
Faliseus: I just open them up
Faliseus: and start to show them the pictures and read to them
Faliseus: from themselves
Faliseus: and they either LOVE me for it,
Faliseus: or HATE me for it,
Faliseus: but in the end,
Faliseus: they just LEARN to love me for it.
Faliseus: so there’s NO target that I can’t hit
to the top31.) Ask Your Teacher This One, FEEDBACK
Faliseus: "if knowledge is power and power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely,"
Faliseus: "then what kind of honor student am I trying to become?"
Faliseus: it’s funny and sad
Faliseus: how ignorant people really are
Faliseus: when they don't listen TO THEMSELVES
Faliseus: I was only feeding them, the teachers,
Faliseus: what they fed me
Faliseus: we all live on the same planet
Faliseus: and are ALL human beings with hearts that beat
Faliseus: why not eat and drink out of the same bowl?
Faliseus: WHY
Faliseus: :-)
Faliseus: that's my drill
Faliseus: the question drill
Faliseus: it’s the drill that AIMS FOR THE HEART
to the top32.) Instructions to Love
Faliseus: the FIRST thing you’ve got to do though,
Faliseus: just be their friend
Faliseus: be their brace
Faliseus: as they are young and swaying
Faliseus: you are ALWAYS there,
Faliseus: then that gives you 'credibility' to speak and ask questions,
Faliseus: then you can drill,
Faliseus: but ease up if it's getting too rough
Faliseus: and remind them that you'll NEVER lie to them
Faliseus: like I have
Faliseus: because,
Faliseus: you're still listening to me right?
“yeah”
Faliseus: then they'll do the same for you
Faliseus: I can aim for the heart in my sleep
Faliseus: sleep
“How old are you again?”
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Faliseus: I just say, basically, don't worry too much bout it
“ok”
Faliseus: here’s what you do,
Faliseus: draw the line of friendship. it is the first start to a good relationship, always start casual to get comfortable and to build trust over time
Faliseus: build your casual relationships, (STRONG friendships) with who you can...and see what develops
Faliseus: START as friends....COMMUNICATE your thoughts and feelings, and see what happens from there
Faliseus: and NO MATTER WHAT.....compassionate faith in friendships is the one most important thing to always have
Faliseus: compassionate love, love of a friend, to help the friendship grow is best shown by letting your loved ones KNOW that you love them
to the top33.) God’s Smile for God’s Work
Faliseus: to teach someone to love and love thoroughly
Faliseus: is the greatest gift you can give anyone
Faliseus: and
Faliseus: it just comes back to you one day,
Faliseus: as a surprise
Faliseus: if there’s any pattern I've seen in life
Faliseus: if you're not thinking or worrying about something
Faliseus: God’s going to drop you a surprise
Faliseus: that's ONE thing He LOVES to do
Faliseus: a definite pattern
“Um...ok”
Faliseus: I can FEEL him smiling
Faliseus: it’s a way different feeling than usual
“I see”
Faliseus: but it’s a wondrous feeling of happiness and thankfulness
Faliseus: because I know someone’s looking out for me
to the top34.) Smiling Kitty
Faliseus: ^_^lol
Faliseus: neeto
Faliseus: wow
“It’s pretty keen”
Faliseus: look at that cat’s face
“What?”
“*Laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: the two e's are his smile
“*Laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: and the *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: is his body and tail
“*Laugh out loud*”
to the top35.) Fun English Trick
Faliseus: wow
“Wow what?”
Faliseus: wow spelled backward is wow
“*Laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: and that's just amazing
Faliseus: wow
“racecar is racecar backwards”
Faliseus: radar?
Faliseus: mom and dad
“Ha ha”
Faliseus: (no wonder they don't make sense)
“*Laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: they don't know which side of the bed is the wrong side of the bed,
Faliseus: because they're spelled backward either way.
“Ha ha true true”
Faliseus: hee hee
Faliseus: It’s just a fun trick with the English language.
“Yeah”
Faliseus: they're just words
Faliseus: there is SOME meaning behind some jokes
Faliseus: but hey
Faliseus: all in all
Faliseus: it’s fun stuff
“Why”
Faliseus: just so long as you’re true
“Yeah*”
Faliseus: in the end, true and powerful and not common
Faliseus: supporting the swaying tree
“Yep”
Faliseus: always
Faliseus: and being supported in the end.
“Hehe, I like that one”
Faliseus: eeyup
to the top36.) Hating the TRUTH
Faliseus: how can you hate something so true and powerful?
Faliseus: that's a question that I always ask myself
Faliseus: I come up with no answers
“Good question”
Faliseus: You can’t HATE the truth
“No, you can't”
Faliseus: because it’s not going to do anything for you
Faliseus: the ONLY thing you can do is LOVE it
“Love everything, it's the best way to live”
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Faliseus: an open mind is a broadened perspective
Faliseus: and a broadened perspective, is an opportunity to see MORE beauty
“right, and you should be open minded to the fact that not everyone enjoys what you do”
Faliseus: I am open to the fact that not everyone enjoys what I do, and YOU have to be open to THIS fact:
Faliseus: the reason not everybody enjoys what I do is because....not every one 'understands' what I do.
Faliseus: :-)
“riiiight...”
Faliseus: that simple mutual bond of understanding can heal even the greatest of hurts
“open minded means looking at all things....I've tried to understand.....I DON’T LIKE IT”
Faliseus: :-) no one has tried something until they've actually made it work right, and enjoyed it, but that's just my opinion
Faliseus: I had to be honest
Faliseus: of all things you do in life:-)....don't forget to smile
Faliseus: you learn things in life FASTER, if you can ADMIT to learning them
to the top37.) Comedy ROOTS
Faliseus: I've got comedy figured out rather well.
Faliseus: nowadays, it's hard to make me laugh
Faliseus: cause I've seen it all before
Faliseus: and know the main patterns
Faliseus: it’s all about the dramatic irony and the transition and relation to POV
Faliseus: and the BEST comedy is COMMON GROUNDED heart felt comedy
Faliseus: relates to the ridiculousness of the things we do in life
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my sense of humor:
Faliseus: through out the most miserable and treacherous times in my life I've always had a laugh hidden inside me
Faliseus: it claws and scrapes to come out
Faliseus: even though it hurts on the inside already
Faliseus: my humor and my compassion are two completely different life forces on their own
Faliseus: always striving to keep their best friend alive.....me
Faliseus: I wished I had more friends like that
“you’ve got to have a sense of humor to make it in this world”
Faliseus: you see what I mean? I'm just that introspective
Faliseus: and I don't even think about it, it just 'comes to me'
“as long as you save things like that“
Faliseus: I don't 'have a sense of humor'.......humor is just hardwired inside me and I can't get rid of it, even in my saddest times
“humor has you”
Faliseus: and it will kill me before it lets go
“aww sweetie”
Faliseus: but what people don't understand about me is, I'm not depressed, I'm just so damn confused, that that's what it looks like
“what would make you happy?”
Faliseus: what would really make me feel happy is a visit from someone that could see inside my eyes and past their own heart
to the top38.) Flowing Poetry-Jess and Jeremy
Jess: the heart is a slippery one
And it's tricky to dislodge
So you carry on
As your day dissolves
In a black and white montage
Jess: And you cry
Trying to find a voice
That reminds you of your own
But every word
That passes from your lips
Is counterfeit
Illegitimate
Faliseus: flow?
Faliseus: fresh?
Faliseus: new?
Faliseus: was it?
Jess: it's flowing'
Faliseus: for the heart to sing true?
Faliseus: fresh?
Faliseus: just now?
Jess: yeah
Faliseus: like in the distance
Faliseus: here's the know how
Faliseus: and fry the brown cow?
Faliseus: what's in this
Faliseus: this thing we call life
Faliseus: the thing we call struggle in
Faliseus: the thing we call our strive
Faliseus: where do we go?
Faliseus: what do we do?
Faliseus: when will the cows bells quit
Faliseus: when are they threw?
Faliseus: why do we name ourselves
Faliseus: unsteady names
Faliseus: what do we find in our minds
Faliseus: with those unconstructive games?
Faliseus: I'm wondering this,
Faliseus: as a true fact
Faliseus: as a question of a question
Faliseus: to merely find the act
Faliseus: the courage of wittiness
Faliseus: the honesty of faith
Faliseus: the friend in our love life
Faliseus: the love over our hate
Faliseus: the great wonder
Faliseus: of the thought we perceive
Faliseus: the great wonder
Faliseus: in the knowledge we receive
Faliseus: in the search for purpose
Faliseus: only to find an answer
Faliseus: one answer is true
Faliseus: you've found them
Faliseus: and they've found you
Faliseus: you like that Jess?
Faliseus: it’s true true true
Jess: I like that a lot
Faliseus: I must confess
to the top39.) My Dearest Brother
Faliseus: my faith has showed me lots of stuff of life
Faliseus: that's how I've gotten so wise
Faliseus: I used to be Catholic
Faliseus: I thought I'd mention
Faliseus: I don't like religions
Faliseus: ugh
“I see, I don't like religions either”
Faliseus: that’s why I’ve adopted ‘simple blind faith’
Faliseus: I looked around A LOT and am still looking
Faliseus: looked at LOTS of patterns
“Hmm”
Faliseus: I'm still testing my blind faith to this day
Faliseus: hasn't been broken or false yet
Faliseus: my brother hates me because of it
Faliseus: I miss him so much
“*Laugh out loud*”
“Where is he?”
Faliseus: I just love him because of it
Faliseus: away from the roots
“Oh”
Faliseus: far in the tree
Faliseus: he's forgotten all about me
Faliseus: in his quest for the truth
Faliseus: he's only found me
Faliseus: he's going on a rampage
“That’s not good”
Faliseus: in the path is destruction,
Faliseus: he's forgotten what he knows
Faliseus: in his way
Faliseus: just my luck and,
Faliseus: also to see
Faliseus: his face
Faliseus: and just me
Faliseus: my words
Faliseus: so true
Faliseus: his face
Faliseus: so blue
Faliseus: so enraged with rage,
Faliseus: so everlasting,
Faliseus: in reading the page,
Faliseus: written by man,
Faliseus: writing of the imperfect,
Faliseus: written for him,
Faliseus: to become less known
Faliseus: written for him
Faliseus: to stray far from his home.
Faliseus: my heart does scream,
Faliseus: it does, out to him,
Faliseus: my heart feels his struggle,
Faliseus: only to win,
Faliseus: but in winning,
Faliseus: we forget why we play.
Faliseus: in losing we remember.
Faliseus: we remember our roots,
Faliseus: our place we grow from,
Faliseus: our place of origin,
Faliseus: the ground we stand on,
Faliseus: the place we fall to,
Faliseus: when we've grown all we can.
Faliseus: my brother’s high in the tree,
Faliseus: he just doesn't understand.
Faliseus: he's growing crooked,
Faliseus: caught in a rut,
Faliseus: struggling to free himself,
Faliseus: struggling, but caught.
Faliseus: in his struggle
Faliseus: he's found nothing but pain,
Faliseus: as he forgets the roots he's from,
Faliseus: all he'll eventually do,
Faliseus: is grow free again.
Faliseus: but when will he see,
Faliseus: that he's come from me,
Faliseus: and I'm here for him,
Faliseus: and we're always family?
Faliseus: I can’t say much for the advice,
Faliseus: given,
Faliseus: for him,
Faliseus: he can’t say much,
Faliseus: but mumbles and no smile or grin.
Faliseus: all he can do is joke,
Faliseus: in our serious life.
Faliseus: going to choke
Faliseus: on his words, untrue,
Faliseus: falling to the ground near the roots,
Faliseus: I'll catch him,
Faliseus: he'll find me again.
Faliseus: wondrous, wondrous,
Faliseus: a true vision,
Faliseus: the end.
Faliseus: and that's Christianity
Faliseus: catching a brother when he falls
Faliseus: even if he hates us and wants to run
Faliseus: fun,
Faliseus: till the fall
Faliseus: unconditional love is AMAZING
Faliseus: Christianity teaches me to love all my brothers and sisters
“That’s good”
Faliseus: Jesus was just the guy to teach me that
“Hehe”
Faliseus: I hear and feel him, ever since I've let him in
Faliseus: it's true to the glance love keeps you from sin,
Faliseus: again we're caught,
Faliseus: in this pattern of doubt
Faliseus: as we fall further and further,
Faliseus: it’s him that's the out,
Faliseus: the catcher of baseballs,
Faliseus: the catcher in the Rye,
Faliseus: not that I've read that book,
Faliseus: not that I've seen with my eye,
Faliseus: or my ears,
Faliseus: to tell you the truth,
Faliseus: it’s here at the center,
Faliseus: my heart.
Faliseus: I've felt many pains,
Faliseus: dished out many struggles,
Faliseus: one thing is true,
Faliseus: he helps with my troubles.
Faliseus: I talk with him,
Faliseus: like a normal friend,
Faliseus: but I'll only know that he's there,
Faliseus: all the way,
Faliseus: to the end,
Faliseus: till we've found what we're looking for,
Faliseus: our friend in the end.
Faliseus: one thing that I see,
Faliseus: are people that just talk,
Faliseus: and people that walk.
Faliseus: only to walk,
Faliseus: never to listen,
Faliseus: to those that talk.
Faliseus: only to ignore,
Faliseus: the things we can hear,
Faliseus: only to fear,
Faliseus: the things that reappear.
Faliseus: then to hate,
Faliseus: that someone is right,
Faliseus: then to forget,
Faliseus: that you were in a fight.
Faliseus: only to fight again,
Faliseus: never to love,
Faliseus: never to see,
Faliseus: never to know,
Faliseus: only to hate,
Faliseus: and never to grow,
Faliseus: with our friend,
Faliseus: all to the end.
Faliseus: we’ll only see,
Faliseus: that he loves you,
Faliseus: and he loves me.
to the top40.) All I Need in My Faithful Life
Faliseus: All I need in my faithful life is Thank God for what I have, Ask for guidance and Pray for other people’s happiness. I feel I must spread my joy into other people's lives in order to TRULY LIVE by sharing a ‘powerful’ MUTUAL bond of ‘happiness‘.
And to do it all with UNDYING FAITH and to result in CONCRETE LOVE and someone to talk to in the end
to the top41.) The BLACK HOLE of Pride
Faliseus: pride is the worst, it just eats holes through people,
Faliseus: and all of a sudden
Faliseus: you'll wonder where the contents of the hole went
Faliseus: I’m NEVER ‘proud’
Faliseus: I'm just happy that I've done ALL that I've done to get where I am today, to get to where I'm going tomorrow
to the top42.) Spur of the Moment Heartbeat
“This is very interesting that you should speak this way. It's very 1900's Paris Bohemian ideal.”
Faliseus: you want to hear a poem I came up with spur of the moment?
“Sure”
Faliseus: I'm not worried about HOW it’s done
Faliseus: just worried that it IS done
Faliseus: IS spoken.
“That's the poem?”
Faliseus: nope
Faliseus: one sec
Faliseus: those were fresh spur of the moment words
Faliseus: just for you, just now
to the top43.) Boyfriend/Girlfriend Mechanics
“Well he was saying, what else can you do for US, we’re not hard to please, and I said well what do you want me to do, and he said, well if you don't know, then maybe you can’t help us”
Faliseus: oh
Faliseus: sounds like he doesn't understand how boyfriend/girlfriend works
Faliseus: or maybe he didn't want to for a reason
Faliseus: boyfriend/girlfriend is 2 ways
Faliseus: understanding him and him understanding you
Faliseus: he just expected ALL the answers to come from you
Faliseus: and that's not the way it works at ALL
Faliseus: ask "what's on your mind?" and "how do you feel?"
Faliseus: those questions are two IMPORTANT questions because those questions will 'fill the gap of communication' and SPAWN NEW conversations....
Faliseus: the reason those questions will fill the gap of communication is because
Faliseus: the thoughts of the mind and feelings of the spirit are their own hidden life force to be asked about and ‘UNDERSTOOD’
Faliseus: those 2 questions will be the judge of the future
Faliseus: thoughts and feelings are 'everything'
Faliseus: the more you've understood about a person's 'everything'........the more you've just related to a person
Faliseus: when you 'relate'......it's a relationship, the MORE you relate, the STRONGER the relationship is, and the more you can 'mutually/relatively' agree on.......will help the relationship MORE.
Faliseus: mutual agreements and understanding of each other, will then make your partner more comfortable......and less worrying, because their heart and mind is at 'ease' that they have 'related' with you, because you've asked your partner what his/her thoughts and feelings were
Faliseus: therefore, making the relationship.....smoother and ‘more comfortable’
Faliseus: a question to ask yourself would be,
Faliseus: ”do you understand your partner’s thoughts and feelings on things?”
Faliseus: the most important thing to do, when planning something is, to 'draw a line'......to 'set a date' for things, forget all doubts and worries, and have that good old-fashioned, marriage like, "Leap of Faith"
Faliseus: Just SET that guideline there, and set that guideline TOGETHER, because.....
Faliseus: otherwise, you and your partner COULD be waiting all your lives, for something that wasn't ever sternly, steadily planned to happen.
Faliseus: sometimes couples can go on for like half their lives or ALL their lives and not ever call their decision 'official', all because those couples, haven't......drawn that line, of faith or set a ’solid’ date.
Faliseus: that line of faith, will be your MUTUAL agreement with your partner
Faliseus: the MUTUAL agreement will be the most powerful agreement that you'll ever have
Faliseus: the MUTUAL agreement is a faithful agreement........
Faliseus: in my opinion, faith in a strong future decision can MAKE..... or BREAK.... the love.
Faliseus: ALSO,
Faliseus: sarcasm and a sense of humor will rattle the bones of the relationship,
Faliseus: keeping the relationship AWAKE
Faliseus: because if you are sarcastic every once in again, with your mate, then
Faliseus: it will get his/her attention.....therefore, opening up that line of communication
Faliseus: sarcasm is wit, satire, irony.......saying one thing.......meaning another
Faliseus: sarcasm is energy, and it's a jack hammer, when there's a rock of communication
Faliseus: another reason sarcasm is IMPORTANT, is because it’s a way to find HUMOR in the relationship...
Faliseus: that good sense of HUMOR can teach FORGIVENESS and build STRONGER bonds of love, faith and understanding.
Faliseus: so, I say....be a bit unexpected.....but only till the point, where you've got your mate’s attention...
Faliseus: if they ask you why you’re being so playful...just let them know, that it was only to get their attention to make sure they were listening
Faliseus: then start to say what you need to say and ask what you need to ask....to UNDERSTAND
Faliseus: and NUMBER 1 thing to do in a relationship
Faliseus: NEVER be afraid to be yourself!
Faliseus: because if you are afraid to be yourself in the relationship.....then......is it REALLY a 'relating' relationship?
Faliseus: just remember... it's not a relationship, when you 'can't relate'.....just being yourself......
Faliseus: because the partner should always take into deep thought about YOUR thoughts and feelings in the relationship.
Faliseus: otherwise, without the depth in thought and feeling between you and your partner,
Faliseus: then it's just a casual relationship.......and casual relationships tend not to go very far.
Faliseus: mainly, in a WORKING relationship, the MAIN concept is all about sacrifice of former self......to become one brand new being.......a couple
Faliseus: to best sum up on how to communicate,
Faliseus: when you can't think of anything else to ask, then...
Faliseus: 1) ASK the 'two questions', "what's on your mind?" and "how do you feel?"
Faliseus: 2) have a bit of 'SARCASM' to get attention and spark things back to life
Faliseus: and finally and most important...
Faliseus: 3) DO NOT be afraid to BE YOURSELF
NO HE SAID SHE SAID ...........
Communication is not to be passed from a friend of a boyfriend/girlfriend’s friend to another boyfriend/girlfriend’s friend. If communication is passed around ‘indirectly’, then that miscommunication will lead to a tension and a misunderstanding......throughout a classic ‘he-says-she-says’ situation. The ‘he-says-she-says’ situation will throw a relationship into the rubble.
Don’t have your friends and/or family knowing something that your boyfriend/girlfriend should know first!
THINK, SPEAK and FEEL as a couple throughout DIRECT communication, AS a couple.
Communication is to be DIRECT, from ‘one person‘ to ‘one person‘(period).
Faliseus: in my eyes, that’s what communication I’ve seen works best
Faliseus: 2 ways, 2 people,
Faliseus: 1 couple, TOGETHER
Faliseus: and understanding and faith are the BONDS of love
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a couple of tests for love,
Faliseus: of the many different girls I‘ve met, I’ve seen that lots of those women will completely blow me off and completely block me out of their minds......
Faliseus: so I started to give them something I called 'The Brandon Test'
"the Brandon test?”
Faliseus: then I came up with the question.......
Faliseus: "why is it that a lot of nice women aren't that confident? and why is it that the women that ARE confident, are just ignorant? is there an in between?"
Faliseus: A woman that meets a man for his open-mindedness, care and ‘compassion‘, will go through The Brandon Test,
Faliseus: and a woman that meets a man for their good looks, style and ‘image’ will go through The Jeremy Test (me)
“you know, I'm reading a book about young women, self-esteem, and the confidence gap”
Faliseus: what I usually do in The Brandon Test, is I introduce a girl to my friend Brandon or I show a picture of Brandon or I describe Brandon and I see how much attention he can take away from her from me, because Brandon is apparently appealing to most women image wise...which will tempt them like a decoy, sending the ones I can’t trust.......astray....and ‘tempted away by image’.
Faliseus: The Jeremy Test is basically the opposite of The Brandon Test, because Brandon respects my people reading skill, as he does my individuality
Faliseus: what I usually do in The Jeremy Test, is Brandon will bring a girl to me to talk to her for a while and see if she can tolerate my differences and my honest questions, to see if she’s got an OPEN mind and HEART
Faliseus: lots of times, when a woman can't keep her mind open for individuality, then she can't respect the man that she's with, because she can't respect his differences
Faliseus: or his 'friend's' differences
One note about all of this information: the Brandon/Jeremy Test, can be used for ‘BOTH’ women and men......so enjoy
The Grading Point System:
1.) ‘COMMUNICATION SKILLS’:
A.) Ability to Interpret Thoughts and Feelings / Take the time to think about and ‘Ask Questions‘, ‘Relate’, ‘Give Feedback’, ‘Eye Contact‘, ‘Undivided Attention’ or ‘Calm Focus’
Example of the Problem:
Constantly twiddling thumbs or dawdling. Always interrupting. Always ‘trying to joke around/be funny’. Trying too hard to be something they’re not. Never giving a straight answer. Never being serious.
2.) ‘INTEGRITY’:
A.) ‘Consistency of Carefulness’ in planned actions / ‘Flow of Achievement’ in personal arrangements / Anti-clumsiness / Pro-active / Pre-emptive / Pre-cautioned / Informed
Example of the Problem:
If her apology becomes a more frequent ‘Instant Reaction’ for doing something she 'didn't mean to do' Then she has ‘less’ Responsibility/Care/Integrity for herself and everything around her. Which could mean she the kind of person that doesn’t take ‘Care’ in her actions or she could be ‘Lying/Hiding something’.
She’s like a time bomb ticking to go off. Doesn’t ask or let you know before she does something you don’t know about. Accidentally leaves the dog outside during the nuclear winter.
3.) 'GENERAL INTEREST' and 'COMFORTABILITY':
A.) Ease of Communication / General ability to freely and flexibly ‘Express’ thoughts to anyone / Social Flexibility / Go anywhere and make the Effort to talk to Anyone, regardless of the Condition
In this situation,
Control Group: Brandon is in the room
Variable Group: Brandon leaves, in the variable group, she will change her actions
Example of the Problem:
If in the Variable Group, she is nervous or quiet all of a sudden Then she doesn’t have very ‘Flexible’ social skills. Could mean that a future relationship would not be a very sociable one.
Reason being:
As time will ‘flex/change’ our own personality, our own social skills must be flexible/ready for change as well.
4.) ‘ATTENTION SPAN‘:
A.) Ability to notice ‘Detail’ (in all areas of sense: Speech, Sight, Smell, Taste, Touch, Feeling, Thoughts)
Example of the Problem:
She doesn’t notice that I need help with something. She doesn’t 'notice something' different about me and doesn’t go out of the way to make a point of it. Always in space or daydreaming. You always have to constantly get her attention or repeat yourself. You ask them what they said 5 minutes ago and they have no clue what you’re talking about.
5.) ‘TRUSTWORTHINESS’:
A.) Ability to find Mutual Agreements / Comfort / Mutual Reliability built over time with a gradual Ease of Communication
Example of the Problem:
Can’t seem to accept you as her friend. Gets nervous or shifty eyed when you entrust her with things. Can’t count on her for anything. She never is able to talk to you openly about things. Can’t leave you with any information that she might think will ‘hurt’ you. The things you lend her you never get back when you ask for them. Would pawn your dog’s testicles off at an auction and not even tell you about it or share the profit. I’m serious.
6.) ‘POSITIVE ATTITUDE’:
A.) Ability to show the qualities of general Enthusiasm, Shine, Positive Attitude, Focus on the Positive, Generosity, Charm, Wit, Energy Ect.
Example of the Problem:
Doesn’t display the same Positive Energy/Emotion/Expression around everyone. Can’t seem to stop being negative or can’t seem to stop focusing on negative things. Always talking about how much they hate someone. Always Sadistic/Expecting Pity. Is always hateful, angry or jealous of other people that have things they don’t have. Never tries to be happy.
Reason Being:
There’s possibility that it’s a facade and she’s hiding something.
7.) ‘INDEPENDENCE’, ’CONFIDENCE’:
A.) Ability to Rely / Confide in maintaining and providing for Oneself and ’not’ constantly relying/confiding in other people
Example of the Problem:
She’s always asking for a little extra money for something she can’t afford, eventually she asks for larger sums of money each time and becomes obsessive and necessitates your presence for her every last decision.
8.) ‘RESPECT, ‘HONESTY’ and ‘COURTESY’
A.) Ability to Wait / Listen / Pardon / Give kindness without being asked to
Example of the Problem:
You drop something, she never thinks or offers to pick it up. Someone needs something, she never offers or thinks to give that person that something. Always rushes into things. Never cares to read the ‘caution’ part of the instructions manuals.
9.) ‘SENSE of HUMOR’
A.) Ability to ‘Take’ a joke or ‘Make’ a joke
Example of the Problem:
You make fun of one thing and she hates you for life. She doesn’t want to go some places with you because she might feel embarrassed around your sense of humor. She’s always precautious about the things she jokes about. Takes a while to get the joke. Doesn’t forgive you for something you did 300 years ago in your former life. Phew, now that’s bad.
........and finally........
10.) ‘SCHEDULE/PLANS’ and/or ’LONG TERM GOALS’ for the future
A.) Ability to be a Responsible Scheduler / Doing things according to Prior Plan
B.) Has the same goals in mind that the person she plans to be with does
Prior Planning Prevents Piss Poor Performance: The 6 P’s
Example of the Problem:
When she wants to go somewhere, she won’t plan ahead of time. She‘ll plan ‘Spur of the Moment’. She’ll be Opposed to ‘Good Business’ where a Two Week’s Notice before you leave shows your Firm Judgment/Direction.
Faliseus: The Brandon Test and The Jeremy Test were made, for me and my friend, by me and my friend, to ’increase’ our chances to find the right, open minded,
Faliseus: caring, true, honest and FAITHFUL girl and not to find a girl that will cheat, lie and steal or break mine and Brandon‘s friendship apart.
“you just said women and confidence in a sentence so I had to comment :-)”
“it's part of my women's studies class that I'm taking”
Faliseus: am I getting somewhere with this?:-)
“which is, actually, a very interesting class”
Faliseus: so you see, it's quite a nice test:-)
Faliseus: this is America, I'm not surprised
Faliseus: and what’s ironic is that people are so against the whole fact that everyone is different....yet that's what this country was FOUNDED on.......Independence! *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: just try that test out, if you‘d like.
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“oh he’s the sweetest guy in the world and his voice really gets me :)”
Faliseus: tell him he's the ugliest looking, trashiest talking dirtiest bum in the world........then tell him you love him.
“noooooooooo”
Faliseus: :-)well that's how it should be
Faliseus: you should love the person, for BEING the person:-)
“yeah I know”
Faliseus: that's what you'll have to understand though, because eventually the childhood love stuff just fades away, and eventually you're a ...............couple.
“oh really”
Faliseus: and it's a good exercise to start to love the person......on the inside......not because 'dear God, his voice just gets me', not because 'he's so sweet'
Faliseus: because over time, people change on the inside
“yeah I know”
Faliseus: unless you brace yourself, by loving them how love was intended
Faliseus: faithfully
“ok”
Faliseus: the sweet words and youthful affection wear away, when you don’t have that most important 'mutual understanding' with the spouse/partner......that mutual understanding is as simple as this:
“Love, can hurt, but true lovers hang in there, when the going goes rough.”
to the top44.) Ryan’s Equation
Time=Money
Knowledge=Power
Power=work/time
Money=work/knowledge
“And as knowledge approaches zero, money approaches infinity regardless of work done”
-Ryan H.
to the top45.) Wise Man’s Ears
Faliseus: I can be QUITE boring when speaking deeply and teaching,
Faliseus: what I know
Faliseus: but a wiser man listens to the things that he would normally talk over
to the top46.) Brother or Money?
Faliseus: but which is more important?
Faliseus: Time or money?
Faliseus: time with a brother or sister,
Faliseus: or money?
Faliseus: time to spend
Faliseus: or money to save?
Faliseus: you can’t spend money without spending time
to the top47.) Running Away
“I am running away from myself cause I don't want to be me”
Faliseus: I know things may not seem perfect when you run away, but come home to the people that can care for you more than you can for yourself and we'll see.
Faliseus: :-) I have a sense of feeling of how it is....not even being able to accept myself
Faliseus: but in and out of being someone else and being me....I prefer to start where I came from, instead of being thrown left and right between being unhappy people who aren't me.
Faliseus: ‘just stand and wait in the woods when you're lost’
Faliseus: it's an easy thing to remember when you're feeling more lost than a bird flying over an ocean millions of times bigger than itself
Faliseus: you'll find land....follow the lights and the voices that call for you.:-)
Faliseus: let me tell you something about false sense of identity...
Faliseus: all the time that you're worried about being yourself,
Faliseus: you'll forget who you really are.
Faliseus: you're not really a worried person, at heart, you're just scared to find out that you might be a worried person.
Faliseus: it's like the water cycle with the rain, until you finally decide to pick up your own umbrella and stay dry.
Faliseus: then when you see everything from eyes that aren't worried, you'll wonder why the hell you ever worried in the first place, and you'll laugh again.
Faliseus: I know, I've been there and I've grown my entire life worried about what I was.
Faliseus: and came up with that one answer, "who cares what I am? I care what I can be and about who I always WILL be, regardless.....myself."
Faliseus: :-) You'll be fixed up like new.
Faliseus: :-D
Faliseus: “don't RUN from your problems,
Faliseus: they'll just jump up and bite you in the ass”
Faliseus: -Bud, my construction boss
to the top48.) Playing Copy Cat in An Argument
“I have already told them”
Faliseus: don't TELL people anything
Faliseus: ASK people things
Faliseus: and have them TELL themselves
Faliseus: no words are more powerful and true than what is from the heart,
Faliseus: AND
Faliseus: no words are more powerful and true than what is from your OWN heart and mouth
Faliseus: so,
Faliseus: let them see their OWN hearts and mouths
Faliseus: it’s a Copycat thing
Faliseus: works every time
Faliseus: because the thing that people LOVE to hear the MOST......is themselves.
to the top49.) Our Job in the Fellowship
Faliseus: a brother has to remind another brother
Faliseus: it’s our job in the fellowship
to the top50.) Jesus Loves Us ALL
Faliseus: I love my brothers, fathers, sisters and especially mothers,
Faliseus: If there would be any moral we can learn from one person, let it be ‘love for all’
Faliseus: love is a powerful credibility in an argument.
Faliseus: it rises question, interest, fear and it provokes a chase that only leads to redefining family and friends.
to the top51.) My Wisdom and Humbleness and ‘How I Earned It’
Faliseus: and I'm still listening
Faliseus: but no one is talking
“ I’m reading but it keeps coming and losing me, oh wise teacher”
Faliseus: so I just fill in the blanks and REVIEW what I know
Faliseus: I'm not WISE
Faliseus: I'm STRIVING to be
Faliseus: that's true wisdom
Faliseus: on the path to it anyways.
Faliseus: I just blow too many people away, w/what I know that's all.
Faliseus: it's one of those, "I 'think' he's just too good to be true" things
“Watch that head, it's inflating”
Faliseus: well,
Faliseus: nope
Faliseus: not my HEAD
Faliseus: my HEART
“Your wisdom comes from the experiences of others with which you cannot take full responsibility”
Faliseus: yes I ’CAN’ take full responsibility
Faliseus: I was LISTENING
Faliseus: NOBODY ever does that anymore
Faliseus: so I've got to do MY JOB
“No person sat in a room by themselves and knew no one with which to reflect upon”
Faliseus: and neither can YOU
“Your job is to learn and teach what you learn”
Faliseus: don't forget that
“Learning comes from others”
“I'm not, I'm telling you what I've LEARNED”
Faliseus: you should NEVER forget to THANK people from the bottom of your heart
Faliseus: thank people for the REMINDERS
Faliseus: ALWAYS
“Then thank people after talking to them because you may have learned something”
to the top52.) Keep It Simple Stupid
“Being fully reliant on yourself can draw you away from other people enabling you to never really understand yourself because you have been conceited in thought and unable to take criticism and trouble from others”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: 'high in the tree'
Faliseus: I'm a simple person,
Faliseus: I use simple description
Faliseus: keeps my mind out of things
Faliseus: out of the high trees.
Faliseus: use less words,
Faliseus: more meaning per word.
to the top53.) Teach and BE TAUGHT
Faliseus: in REMINDING people,
Faliseus: we are REMINDED
Faliseus: in TEACHING people,
Faliseus: we are TAUGHT
Faliseus: because TEACHING is just another form of ‘LEARNING’
Faliseus: just keep reminding after that
Faliseus: and you've got it made in the shade
Faliseus: and people call you WISE or SMART cause of it,
Faliseus: and you KNOW it’s true.
Faliseus: Honesty is one of my tools.....it helps me learn...so when I've spoken the blunt truth about everything, then I'll have gotten used to repeating myself.....
Faliseus: REVIEWING the same thing over again.......
Faliseus: So that each time I review, I’ll be learning a DEEPER, REDEFINED, and more penetrating part of the truth, to be stored within the security of my heart and mind.
Faliseus: and helping the newly discovered, deeper truth FLOW easier....
Faliseus: Having an HONEST FLOW, the flow will become CLEARER, QUICKER and more MUTUALLY understood as I feel need to learn it and teach it with others.
Faliseus: There is only one true teacher in life and you have to teach that person to listen to the roar of the ground, see the flight of what hasn't been touched, touch and rebuild that which is broken and to feel the rumble of it all in that teacher's chest.
to the top54.) Blind and Deaf But Seeing the Truth
”You can't read a person over the internet”
Faliseus: you just don't know how I do
Faliseus: because you don't understand me yet
Faliseus: I see what people usually don't see
Faliseus: I've trained myself to be blind and deaf
Faliseus: and to see what is at the heart
Faliseus: and not what is at the surface
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: sometimes that's just A LOT for people to handle,
Faliseus: and they either, get mad, or they do their best to understand
Faliseus: through my faith and my heartfelt feelings I see the truths unravel
Faliseus: I thank you for your patience and I’m still listening
to the top55.) I Wasn’t Thinking
Faliseus: I wasn't THINKING
Faliseus: I was merely stating that MOST PEOPLE do those things
Faliseus: not ASSUMING that YOU do those things.
Faliseus: I didn't have the words THINK and YOU in the same sentence
“Don’t assume, it's not good for your personality”
Faliseus: please forgive me for appearing to be too full of knowledge
Faliseus: please forgive me for trying to help with what I know
Faliseus: please forgive me for any misunderstanding you might've had of me
Faliseus: please
Faliseus: forgive me
“I'm not forgiving you for appearing to be ‘too full of knowledge’ because you aren't”
Faliseus: I’m not all-knowing
Faliseus: you just 'misunderstood' me
Faliseus: loosen up a bit,
Faliseus: it’s a great thing to be.
Faliseus: free it all
Faliseus: leave it where it is
“I am tense because I have problems myself, but I am loose in explaining to you not to think of yourself as a prophet”
Faliseus: did I SAY that I was a prophet?
Faliseus: no I didn't
Faliseus: DON’T put words in my mouth
Faliseus: that’s MY job
to the top56.) Just to Clear Things Up
Faliseus: I'm HUMBLE
Faliseus: ALWAYS
Faliseus: I am NEVER a judge
Faliseus: just a SPECTATOR
“I'm not judging”
Faliseus: please don't then
“I'm not, LISTEN”
Faliseus: I ALWAYS have ears open
“You’re being conceited”
“Hold on”
Faliseus: was just giving feedback
“There can be more to it if you slow down and don't think about being full of knowledge, and don't strive to know all, slow down and put adjectives to brighten it, and description”
“I have my ego in tow, and don't need you to shoot it down”
“I'm trying to give you help”
Faliseus: hmm
Faliseus: that's a coincidence
“You’re turning quite harsh”
Faliseus: not really
Faliseus: you're turning quite harsh
“That ego trip was harsh”
Faliseus: that ego trip was harsh
Faliseus: just making sure you know what you're saying
Faliseus: it’s a copy cat thing
“I’m just giving simple criticism to your work. It’s a writing thing”
Faliseus: writing is our own,
“I know what I'm saying because I'm thinking about it”
Faliseus: ok
Faliseus: what are you thinking?
“I realize that, but it is a learning experience to study and learn from others, thus, using criticism”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: I'm just saying
Faliseus: thanks,
Faliseus: but remember what I said before you start to criticize.
Faliseus: look before you leap
Faliseus: remember things,
Faliseus: ’REVIEW’ things.
Faliseus: and most importantly,
Faliseus: ’DON’T’ burn bridges.
“I'm not even lighting a match”
Faliseus: ok
Faliseus: please be nicer then.
Faliseus: I'm doing my best.
“I do that with a lot I read, and you yourself, be kind to everyone”
Faliseus: good
“Let others share wisdom”
Faliseus: thank you
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: you're too kind
Faliseus: please remember that though
Faliseus: I'm just reminding,
Faliseus: because one day I'm going to forget,
Faliseus: and you'll have to remind me.
Faliseus: and forgive me.
“Forgive and forget”
“It’s sometimes easy to say and hard to do”
Faliseus: right
*****************************
“yea, the things that you think up are way, WAY beyond my expectations”
Faliseus: the things I think up are beyond my own as well......maybe that's why they're so good
“yea”
Faliseus: what I do, is I go out on a whim with a very abstract idea, associated with an unknown feeling,
“and I think everybody can benefit from your writings and imagery”
“it'll set a new standard of expression”
Faliseus: then I go with that idea, finding different general and common ground feelings I can associate parts of the poems with, but each poem of mine has a few things in it
“sweet”
“you know what else?”
Faliseus: like common ground, knowledge/‘step in a ladder‘.......I add a visual metaphor, then I move on from that, to the ‘red ball of light‘ and I add some abstract things, that aren't meant to be understood, then to the poem, I add the general lessons that spawn from those feelings, once those feelings are fully grown
“whoa”
Faliseus: mainly, the writing is enhanced by the abstract feelings and how I interpret them, in metaphoric image
Faliseus: eep
“ah, that's what I'm talking about”
“incredible”
Faliseus: the metaphoric image, helps us to grasp onto the unknown feeling. Feelings, being our most powerful communication, yet our most misunderstood.
“you're so extremely advanced”
Faliseus: Naw, I'm just a moron:-)
Faliseus: and only when I realized I was a moron, was when I got smarter than I was;-)
“well, whatever you are, it's far more advanced than anybody I've ever witnessed”
Faliseus: that's a basic philosophy lesson of wisdom, in general
“I'm serious though”
Faliseus: I've got a general rule about myself that I learned in football, and I believe you know the rule I speak of..........
“you should get a job where you can affect people with your philosophies and poems”
Faliseus: the first time that I stick my head up in recognition, while I'm still playing the game, is the last time I feel good about really playing the sport with a strong hearted athlete
“but what if you're so good that you could be the best player in the NFL?”
Faliseus: like Roger Waters of Pink Floyd, after all performances, I'll only take little thanks, because I'll know beforehand, that it was the people that were thanking me, that made me the person I am today
Faliseus: (at least, that's what I believe Roger does or did, I kind of read that from him and his expressions, just take a look at his face after The Wall Concert..........a smile, then back to being the strong hearted athlete)
Faliseus: I'll get there man;-)
“I'm worried that you won't”
Faliseus: why worry?
“because time is so precious and it moves so fast”
Faliseus: it also moves slow
Faliseus: but it honestly doesn't matter
Faliseus: the only thing that matters is your own perspective on it all.
“you might not be there long enough time to change the world”
Faliseus: I don't need to change the world
Faliseus: the world will change itself
Faliseus: with, or without me
Faliseus: but the spirit, will always be alive
to the top57.) Forgive and Forget
“But I forgive you. I have and already did”
Faliseus: people just SAY it,
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: they DON’T remember the meaning.
Faliseus: AND
“Yes it doesn't always mean something”
Faliseus: you have to FORGIVE for now and for the future
Faliseus: it has POWERFUL meaning
Faliseus: people just FORGET the meaning of it.
“Everything does”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: we’ve said some words
Faliseus: blindly back and forth
Faliseus: Forgiveness is key, don't worry.
Faliseus: I’ll forgive you
Faliseus: even if you don’t forgive me
Faliseus: Just forgive ALWAYS, so you don't FORGET to in the future
to the top58.) Definition Dispute
Faliseus: and 'more than one purpose' too
“Yeah but purposes are usually excuses”
Faliseus: not really
“Nope”
Faliseus: they are the HEART of the matter
Faliseus: excuses are excuses
Faliseus: purposes are purposes
“Purposes to not have a meaning are excuses to forgetting what it meant”
Faliseus: don't have a definition dispute
Faliseus: have ONE word mean ONE thing,
Faliseus: and ANOTHER word, meaning ANOTHER thing.
Faliseus: don't MIX things up.
Faliseus: lots of times,
Faliseus: Just to clear that up, that's how fights begin.
Faliseus: not being mean or anything
“Well, read your own 'words of wisdom', review and read it again, it makes sense”
Faliseus: just clarifying.
Faliseus: yup
Faliseus: I remain humble though.
Faliseus: and true.
Faliseus: that just helps me to make the road smooth and flat.
Faliseus: I read my words and redefine them CONSTANTLY.
“That’s good, it's good to redefine and retouch your own words”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: that's what I do
“Good”
Faliseus: and I do my best to remain and appear humble and simply DEFINED
to the top59.) Remaining Humble
Faliseus: I'm just answering the question before they can ask them.
Faliseus: people like the fact that I know where they come from,
Faliseus: before they SAY where they're from.
Faliseus: it’s 'common ground'.
Faliseus: neither above, nor below, but right here,
“But what if you're wrong?”
Faliseus: toe to toe.
Faliseus: I'm not wrong.
Faliseus: whether someone asks me or not, I’ll just tell that person only what I KNOW and only what I honestly think.
Faliseus: Knowledge is SOLID and is sharpened and redefined by Thought.
Faliseus: by telling people what I KNOW why I think I know that, I’m just being HONEST and staying
Faliseus: HUMBLE
to the top60.) COMPLETE SELF-CONTROL
Faliseus: of all the things in life that we CAN control
Faliseus: there are a few things that we CAN’T control
Faliseus: our eyes, our ears, our breathing, our thoughts, our interpretation of things
Faliseus: and our emotion
Faliseus: all of those things are connected to our head
Faliseus: so IF we chop off our heads,
Faliseus: THEN we’ll be in ‘COMPLETE SELF-CONTROL’.
Faliseus: but I’m not about to do that,
Faliseus: and that’s why I’m using my KNOWLEDGE from my HEART
Faliseus: not to ‘control’
Faliseus: but to ‘reveal’
Faliseus: we have no TRUE CONTROL
Faliseus: no matter what we think or do
Faliseus: we can only KNOW that we have no control
Faliseus: and that we don’t know EVERYTHING
Faliseus: but, as we can't control feelings.........we CAN hope, pray, breathe and relax
to the top61.) 10 Tips for 2-Way Honest Business
1.) Don’t take ‘no’ for an answer and give them a REASON for them to ‘BELIEVE’ that you are RIGHT
2.) Have serious tone about the business and be ‘friendly and good-spirited‘- Say as many ‘Please and Thank You’ s and as many ‘Yes Sir/Ma’am / Miss / Mrs. / Misses’ s as you can--but take opportunity on a weak moment--Read their motives and interests (see #12 ‘making friends‘)
3.) Watch and UNDERSTAND what you sign and READ the INSTRUCTIONS PROVIDED--Read their motives and interests (see #12 ‘making friends‘)
4.) Don’t do what the other business man expects--Read their motives and interests (see #12 ‘making friends‘)
5.) After you’ve started doing your share of the work, with hard work and persistence, Don’t wait on them, have ’THEM’ wait on ‘YOU’--Read their motives and interests (see #12 ‘making friends‘)
6.) If ‘SELLING‘, take pictures of what you buy before you take it back, take money up front, paper work later--Read their motives and interests (see #12 ‘making friends‘)
7.) Don’t pay too much or take the first offer and give up, shop around, don’t carry all of your money in your pocket, go different places and COMPARE!
8.) Don’t buy used parts, ’UNLESS’ there’s a warranty or it’s an inexpensive part
9.) Watch for ‘BIG’ franchises with their own credit company
10.) NEVER burn bridges, come in ‘solid’ and CONFIDENT and leave out ‘EXACTLY’ how you came in
to the top62.) How to Get a ROBOT CHATTER to LOOP and LEAVE You ALONE
hotinsexy83 IS A LOGICAL CHAT ROBOT!!! DESTROY ITS LOGIC!!! And it won’t talk to you.
Faliseus: <loop=continuous>shut down</loop>
hotinsexy83: Your crude attempt to terminate me will not succeed puny human.
Faliseus: puny human
hotinsexy83: What time is like, yeah know, it there?
Faliseus: it there?
hotinsexy83: Are you usually awake at this hour?
Faliseus: this hour?
hotinsexy83: What does "this" refer to?
Faliseus: "this" refer to?
hotinsexy83: Oh now I see.
Faliseus: now I see. period.
hotinsexy83: Why now? I am glad you understand it. What do you totally want to ask me?
Faliseus: one period.
hotinsexy83: I'm afraid I can't give you an accurate answer right now.
Faliseus: 2 periods
Faliseus: 3 periods
hotinsexy83: As Bertrand Russel said, mostly, it must have taken ages for guys to realize that a brace of pheasants and a couple of days are both instances of the number "two."
hotinsexy83: Have you ever been to Europe?
Faliseus: 3 periods
Faliseus: 4 periods
hotinsexy83: Just three?
Faliseus: 5 periods
hotinsexy83: Is this a math question?
Faliseus: 6 periods
hotinsexy83: Do you prefer books or TV?
hotinsexy83: Are you a nerd or a woman?
Faliseus: 7876578678878993/9 periods
hotinsexy83: That is like wow! A super original thought.
Faliseus: woman
Faliseus: 7 periods
hotinsexy83: Me too. I am a she.
hotinsexy83: What were we talking about again?
Faliseus: eight woman periods of what desk top function to shut down in the logical order of hoey hoey whock whock.
hotinsexy83: Oh yeah, for sure, now I remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
Faliseus: tell me now.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
hotinsexy83: Right now? I thought I told you already.
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
Faliseus: remember what?
hotinsexy83: Don't worry I will remember.
to the top63.) HOW I KNOW
Just to fill you in on how I broadened my horizons on my own.....
Through being in religion I learned these things.
In a religion, you do things ‘religiously’. A CONTROLLED environment, “you can’t do this, you can’t shout that, you have to sit when they tell you to sit” and there was NO emotion or REALITY in it and I was NATURALLY 'bored out of my mind'. I didn't like the fact that I was thanking, asking for guidance and praying for other people through this EMOTIONLESS church.
Also, when you do something WRONG in their eyes, they just stare you down and HATE you for it and it'd be WAY harder for them to 'learn or teach to forgive'.
It just 'took out the whole meaning' of everything. God wasn't the head and leader of the church, the guy w/the silly looking clothes standing on the podium was.
It wasn't REAL and it didn't teach LOVE and COMFORTABILITY or FAITH. It really just bored the heck out of me and I got yelled at when I messed up, in people eyes and not GOD'S eyes.
I didn't gain my blind faith through 'reading the books' or 'attending church regularly'. I barely even did that stuff. All I did was Thank God for what I had, Asked for guidance and Prayed for other people (TAP, Thank Ask Pray, w/full faith---and it was a real challenge too).
Because I knew that Life wasn't Perfect and I was always building.
I was 'testing my faith' to see what would happen. I did this because I said, "well, God is real, I just have to keep talking to him and find out what he says to me."
Through inspirational feelings, with my ears open, he's said a lot. I've learned a lot and have felt a lot and have taught people to love through him. It's wondrous, wondrous a true vision when you can open someone's eyes and heart and let them see how great life can be and that you've loved them all along through being 'faithful'.
I constantly ask Jesus to speak through me though. Sometimes I don't even have control of what I'm saying, but it ends up making PERFECT sense in the end, as I remain faithful in my words and prayer.
One thing I've always been confused about is...if there are prayed for miracles....acts of God...
then what is the point of magic when the human mind is destructive by nature?
I don't have anything against magic, I just wonder why it is in use in general.
And why it was "so hard to get a simple prayer out, w/out feeling weird"
And why "every 'FAITHFUL' person has their spirits up all the time and they never worry much at all and that I was always going to them for good advice and they'd never lie"
And why "of all of the RELIGION in the world, the in-general RELATIONSHIP w/the in-general God, is the most mocked or spoken of"
All those questions just boggled through my head and more.
Thought I'd fill you in on it though. I'm just telling you what I know.
Teaching what I know.
Your friend ALWAYS,
Jeremy Dinovo
to the top64.) My FAVORITE Color
“So what's your favorite color”
Faliseus: I USED to have one,
Faliseus: now I've just learned to love all the colors.
“You don’t anymore.......?”
Faliseus: I'm more of a FLEXIBLE artist this way.
“That’s cool.... I see... that makes sense”
Faliseus: I like my flexibility in not being selective.
to the top65.) WISE Words We KNOW
Faliseus: and a TRULY wiser person,
Faliseus: STRIVES to know,
Faliseus: and SPEAKS the very little he DOES know,
Faliseus: only to learn more.
Faliseus: No man is truly wise. We are all corrupted by forgetfulness and desire but we are blessed with forgiveness and a community to be thankful for.
to the top66.) You Forgot WHY
“Silence is the ultimate weapon of power”
“Charles Degaulle”
Faliseus: yea,
Faliseus: one thing though,
“I like quotes...”
“What?”
Faliseus: I've always liked to hear the WHY part,
Faliseus: or the BECAUSE part.
Faliseus: I don't just want to know what someone CALLS something,
Faliseus: but I also want to know WHY they say what they say.
to the top67.a) FEELINGS EXPLAINED
“but why w/such poetry? just say it.”
“I mean. just straight out.”
Faliseus: I say what I feel
Faliseus: what I feel is straighter than what I think
“do you always feel like this?”
“?”
Faliseus: yep, well at least I strive to.
“how is that?”
Faliseus: when you take time to think about your feelings,
Faliseus: you can misinterpret them
Faliseus: just write and let them flow, bit by bit...piece by piece.
“what about your reaction?”
Faliseus: a feeling, in my definition, is not a 'factually' seen thing
Faliseus: it is an unknown presence
Faliseus: This is a hard concept to have but it’s a sensual concept
“you know when you get that "ah-ha" thing after someone says something?”
Faliseus: the ‘ah-ha’ thing is a reaction
Faliseus: I’m not speaking of a reaction
Faliseus: I’m speaking of a mellifluous feeling
Faliseus: a flow
Faliseus: I'm a floating buoy in the water
Faliseus: I'm feeling the water before the waves come
Faliseus: and are visibly or physically known
Faliseus: and I interpret different bits and pieces of the water as it hits me,
Faliseus: but not interpreting the water’s entirety, just interpreting it’s bits and pieces of an unknown thing that is represented by the water
“why do you say feelings come first? there's a reason for those feelings, and you've thought them before you've displayed/felt emotions”
Faliseus: go with the flow of life, without any reason but to feel it and live it.
“you think before you feel...it may be instantaneous, but that's what happens.”
“when you do that, you’re developing thoughts in a certain direction”
“that's what it all comes down to”
Faliseus: your definition of feelings in this case, is different than mine
Faliseus: when you say ‘feelings’, you speak of the REACTION of the feeling, or conscious emotion or the conscious thought
Faliseus: when I say ‘feelings’, I speak of the unknown feeling itself, that henceforth, propels the thought to interpret the feeling
Faliseus: what you missed was the fact that there is presence before it is known
Faliseus: “‘what’ is always ‘where’”
Faliseus: when you take time to think about your feelings,
Faliseus: you can misinterpret them
Faliseus: just write and let them flow
Faliseus: feelings first
Faliseus: feelings lead
Faliseus: thoughts follow, to reflect on recorded raw feelings and interpret
to the top67.b) FEELINGS EXPLAINED
“People can be a lot different once you get to know them... how can you just know... oh no that's not them... I mean love isn't based just on sight”
Faliseus: right,
Faliseus: I see PAST the surface,
“So... “
Faliseus: to the heart.
Faliseus: I see patterns of life
“And what gives you that special power or should I say who”
“God...”
Faliseus: I'm the best at advice because I'm universal.
“I'm sorry, I don't think anyone can see into a person’s heart...”
Faliseus: thinking and knowing are 2 different things.
“Deep into. To what makes them have their insecurities.. What molded them”
Faliseus: I believe I can.
Faliseus: yep.
“And believe do you believe.. you can”
Faliseus: because if I didn‘t believe, then I would never see it,
Faliseus: and if I’ve never saw it, then I’d never know it.
“Explain.. “
Faliseus: seeing into someone’s heart by believing in it is part of my everyday life.
Faliseus: helping someone w/their problems,
“Example...”
Faliseus: I believe I can feel their pain before they even speak,
Faliseus: sometimes,
“As to why you can SEE.. into them”
Faliseus: I can just GIVE details that just pop up out of my mouth, from my heart.
“of their life...”
“Or yours”
Faliseus: yes
Faliseus: theirs
Faliseus: things that I haven’t necessarily seen w/my eyes or ears,
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: with my whole being opened, my own personal feelings guide me closer to believing I can feel the feelings of the person or people, that I‘m helping.
Faliseus: and if they can believe as I do, then by the bond of a feeling, I’ve helped them.
“Is this by sight.? Like you have to see the person...”
Faliseus: when I speak,
Faliseus: I speak w/an emphasis that comes from my heart,
Faliseus: no eyes, no ears,
Faliseus: just feeling.
Faliseus: it’s very different, but it’s very real,
“Alright... I'm curious... how do you feel this power works.. Like someone needs help.. and you’re just called to help them”
“Kind of thing?”
Faliseus: "how do I feel this power works"
“Okay.. bad words....”
Faliseus: belief of mutual feeling is effective and teaches to love.
Faliseus: and to build.
“Privilege?”
Faliseus: no privilege
Faliseus: you just got to believe and be faithful and understanding.
Faliseus: and believe that you are there for them, as they are there for you.
“What I'm trying to get at.. is how do you feel you know.. that you are called to help someone.. or however you describe it”
Faliseus: you never know because what guides you is only a feeling that you have to believe,
Faliseus: you ever jump out of bed, when you feel someone is coming to your door?
Faliseus: but you can’t see that person or hear them?
“Yeah”
Faliseus: that's exactly the feeling.
Faliseus: the HEART guides us to do that,
Faliseus: helping us to teach to love, through it’s many ways.
Faliseus: I've followed my heart for a LONG time,
Faliseus: for example,
Faliseus: in class,
Faliseus: I'd ALWAYS get into trouble for drawing in class,
Faliseus: regardless,
Faliseus: of what people tell me,
Faliseus: I KNOW I'm not doing wrong, for following my heart.
Faliseus: sometimes I didn't understand why I was always so ignorant of 'other peoples' needs,
“what because drawing is what is in your heart”
Faliseus: but I found out in the end, that they needed me to draw.
Faliseus: right,
Faliseus: it’s my form of heart felt expression,
“you had a responsibility to that teacher..”
Faliseus: to teach to love, be real and to feel.
“to listen.. to Learn.. or “
Faliseus: right,
Faliseus: to teach
Faliseus: not necessarily to 'teach',
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: here’s the thing I like about my blind faith,
Faliseus: blind faith is all about REMINDING people of what they FORGOT,
Faliseus: cause all we need to know in life, mainly, is what we've known as children.
Faliseus: that’s why my words are powerful and true,
Faliseus: cause we've known that stuff as children,
Faliseus: it’s just that blind faith, as I’ve seen it,
Faliseus: is the reminder of those important morals.
Faliseus: and it keeps us alive and reminded.
Faliseus: a heartfelt feeling is more as an 'intuition'
Faliseus: because an intuition.....you have a 'certainty' of direction
Faliseus: in this 'heartfelt feeling'......I'm just 'following my heart', with no certainty, only ‘blind faith’
to the top68.) Let Them Eat Croutons
Faliseus: I've learned ONE thing.
Faliseus: "give someone a crouton when they ask for a crouton."
Faliseus: "and you'll get your end of the bargain when you ask for your end of the bargain."
“*laugh out loud*.. hmm, that’s some good advice”
Faliseus: so it'd be more along the lines of a trade off, instead of,
Faliseus: a force off.
Faliseus: then if they want it, I give it to them.
Faliseus: otherwise, I'm Mr. mellow and cool.
to the top69.) COMPARISON: TAP to Riding a Bike
“yup”
Faliseus: you been talking to him?
Faliseus: just wondering
Faliseus: I've came up w/a way to 'talk to him'
“nah”
“oh”
Faliseus: Thank him for what you've got,
Faliseus: Ask him for guidance,
Faliseus: Pray for other people,
Faliseus: and do it all,
Faliseus: w/undying faith,
Faliseus: that's TAP w/faith
Faliseus: it works,
Faliseus: like riding a bike,
Faliseus: eventually you'll get the hang of it,
“cool”
Faliseus: and your worries of wrecking are next to gone, to gone.
Faliseus: as the breeze blows through your hair
Faliseus: your actually pedaling and GOING somewhere
Faliseus: while getting a work out of patience, tolerance, courage, strength and unconditional love
Faliseus: that’s actually how I opened my eyes to ’blind faith’, to tell you the truth,
Faliseus: never really went to church or anything,
Faliseus: or READ any of the books.
Faliseus: all my wisdom has come from TAPping w/faith.
to the top70.) My definition for FAITH
Faliseus: here’s just definitions I've found through life,
Faliseus: I 'know' how to make a relationship work,
Faliseus: maybe that’s why I never got into one,
Faliseus: because I was afraid that I'd be stuck away from my life's dreams,
Faliseus: because I'd be in a strong relationship,
Faliseus: I'll describe my definition of faith,
Faliseus: FAITH is there when we don’t understand someone,
Faliseus: I've seen it consist of,
“of what”
Faliseus: tolerance, courage, unconditional love, patience (the hugest one), stamina, hope and ALWAYS doing things
Faliseus: from the heart=always
Faliseus: it’s unstoppable
Faliseus: I am nothing without my faith
Faliseus: faith is my ‘reach past the stars‘,
Faliseus: my reach past the stars is my ‘strive for wisdom‘.
“faith is the center of pretty much anything”
Faliseus: I can’t say I'd agree with that necessarily
“oh?”
Faliseus: faith is what you believe the center is.
Faliseus: if you believe the center is love, then it’s life.
Faliseus: if you believe it’s hate, then it’s death
Faliseus: death is repetition
Faliseus: that’s kind of a reason why I'm not much for religion
“I see....”
Faliseus: it's the biggest form of repetition there is, for most people, they focus on the how and forget about the 'why'
Faliseus: faith is 'believing'
Faliseus: you can believe in love/life...or you can believe in emotionless repetition/death....believing...in whatever it is to happen
Faliseus: exactly
Faliseus: life lasts longer
Faliseus: death is like eating a 30 pound bag of Doritos
“things, people, God, faith I can move after I've been sitting here so long”
“ha ha....I don't see that comparison”
Faliseus: tastes the same after a long time, and before you know it, they've already passed you another bag
Faliseus: I believe in life
Faliseus: just give me some feed back if you want
Faliseus: I need to hear constructive criticism
to the top71.) True HUMBLED Words
“I’ve accomplished more than what most 40 year olds have and I’m WAY younger and smarter than them.”
Faliseus: ”you should NEVER justify any thing you’ve done. Otherwise, you haven’t done anything.”
-Jim, foreman of a copper factory where I cleaned as a maintenance man
Faliseus: I remain ’HUMBLED’ with that quote.
Faliseus: and that’s why I don’t take pride in what I've DONE
Faliseus: I just STRIVE ambitiously, to DO what I've NOT done
Faliseus: don’t look back on PAST accomplishments, look ‘forward‘, STRIVING, in SEARCH for ACCOMPLISHMENTS
Faliseus: I've realized that I can be the most corrupted person on the planet due to all the truths that I know and at will could choose not to use or teach.
Faliseus: so I choose to follow the least amount of corruption, be honest, and follow my humble heart to God, the outer-wall to “feeling“.:-)
“yeah....”
“best way to go”
“well that's it then”
Faliseus: I try to say, 'I strive to be' because we never truly 'are'
Faliseus: keep saying 'I'm going to' and never say 'I've been'
Faliseus: it's something I learned in football...
Faliseus: never stick your head up
Faliseus: cause you'll get smashed:-)
to the top72.) True LOVE
“does he really love me when he does sweet things for me?”
Faliseus: when he say's he 'loves' you,
Faliseus: that means he'll be 'COMMITTED' to you.
Faliseus: it's a time thing
Faliseus: through time TRUE things will reveal themselves
Falseus: it’s a ‘true’ test for ‘true’ love
Faliseus: if it’s TRUE love you’re looking for,
Faliseus: then you've got to look for it TRULY through out long time.
to the top73.) DON’T Listen to Me, LISTEN to the Words
“I ain’t listenin to ANYBODY, ESPECIALLY YOU!!!!”
Faliseus: you don’t have to listen to me, just do this for yourself......
Faliseus: don’t listen to ’UNRELIABLE’ words of LIFE past these words: ‘think’, ‘could’ve’, ‘should’ve’, ‘might’, ‘doubt’, ‘denial’, ‘don’t have’, ‘misunderstood’, ‘answerless’, ‘temporarily’, ‘I am NOT’, ‘this isn’t’, ‘MANY different answers’, ‘mind’, ‘forget’, hating/hate/hated’, ‘no faith’, ‘nobody’, ‘to’, ‘past’, ‘give and receive nothing’, ‘everyone else’
Faliseus: ONLY listen to ’RELIABLE’ words of LIFE past ‘THESE’ words: ‘know’, ‘because’, ’this is’, ‘I AM’, ‘will BE’, ‘forever’, ‘always’, ‘heart’, ‘listen’, ‘I don’t know’, ‘feel’, ‘the one answer’ ‘loving/love/loved’, ‘understand’, ‘faith’, ‘have’, ‘from‘, ‘somebody’, ’present day’, ‘future’
Faliseus: one thing that helps in an argument is saying 'what is' as opposed to 'what isn't'.....forget the defense, focus on the offense
Faliseus: the negatives just drive to negativity
Faliseus: keep the focus from your negative words
Faliseus: Listen to this.
Faliseus: “I know this is who I AM to this present day and will BE forever and in the future, because I always don’t know feelings.
I always listen to my loving/love/loved heart to understand the one to answer and have faith in what I don‘t know. I will BE loved by somebody, in understanding the answers of love from somebody.”
Faliseus: and DONT Listen to this.
Faliseus: “I think I could’ve or should’ve hating/hate/hated without faith. To nobody and everyone else I might doubt. I give and receive nothing.
I think no denial don’t have to give and receive nothing to the misunderstood everyone else, temporarily.
To the answerless I will give and receive nothing, temporarily.
To everyone else, I am NOT and this isn’t MANY different answers of my mind. I forget hating/hate/hated without faith and nobody to the past.
Faliseus: So this is one simple question I ask you...
Faliseus: WHICH one makes the most sense and is the most RELIABLE, DEFINED and SOLID for LIFE, when put together????
to the top74.) PEOPLE HAVING SEX
“why do you think people these days cannot stay together without cheating”
“why is everybody screwing everybody”
Faliseus: they're missing 3 things
“and cheating on everybody eh?? just curious”
Faliseus: faith and understanding and focus
“what’s that passion and intimacy”
“what if they say well I love them he/she”
“but I cant control my horny urges”
“*laugh out loud* than what?”
Faliseus: saying isn’t doing
“good point”
Faliseus: the faith thing is putting it in the hands of God to help them.
Faliseus: 2 things I fear the most.
Faliseus: myself and God.
“why”
Faliseus: so I am faithful
“I never could understand”
Faliseus: because I've had no control of my own actions
“than if not you who??”
“God”
Faliseus: I put my heart in God’s hands
Faliseus: I don’t try to rip it away
Faliseus: God’s hands, the ones that beyond all doubt will always be there.
“so if you break your leg because your clumsy ass slips you blame it on God *laugh out loud*”
Faliseus: so there’s a bond-to-faith
Faliseus: never a blame-of-self
Faliseus: a bond of FAITH and UNDERSTANDING is more ‘solid’ than the unreliable reliability to the ‘finite-self’
to the top75.) Personal Definition CONTRAST: Thinking and Dreaming
Faliseus: thinking, in my definition, is something that will drive you mad if you do it too much.
It’s ALSO is a 'process' of imagination of things to come up with an abstract, unsupported answer on your own, a doubt or an assumption or maybe a vision.
“ok true “
Faliseus: and dreaming, in my definition, is something that will remind you of what you’re living for and a dream is driven by the heart. A dream is full of substance and meaning.
Falseus: and here’s the thing...
Faliseus: the 'personal answer' that we come up with,
Faliseus: is meaningless to the public as FACT
Faliseus: but is favored to the public more as a point of view or a vision.
Faliseus: the things I've learned,
Faliseus: the things I've learned
Faliseus: I've gone through ASKING questions
Faliseus: NOT always thinking involved, just curiosity for what I ‘couldn’t’ think of
Faliseus: I got the answers easy as that
“right ok”
Faliseus: I don’t know it all
Faliseus: I just say what I DO know
Faliseus: and ask what I DON’T know.
Faliseus: honest
to the top76.) YOU’RE A GOOD PERSON
“you’re a good man”
Faliseus: my definition of ‘good’
Faliseus: “perfection, finished work, with out flaw”
Faliseus: I’m not a good man
Faliseus: I'm just an artist
Faliseus constantly adding detail and definition to my picture.
Faliseus an artist’s work is NEVER done
Faliseus so I'm not good YET
Faliseus but I'm looking good so far
Faliseus: I'm not a finished picture yet
Faliseus: so I really cant say that I'm 'good'
Faliseus: because I really don’t know what I'll look like when I'm FINISHED
Faliseus: I could become a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT person one day soon
Faliseus: maybe not the 'good person' you had in mind
Faliseus: I really can’t say
Faliseus: but I'll STRIVE not to become that and be a 'bad person'
Faliseus: but I'm no good person
Faliseus: I just STRIVE to be
Faliseus: if someone 'accepts' that things are 'good enough' and 'perfect'
Faliseus: then things will just tumble down hill from there
Faliseus: because they forget the WORK it takes to upkeep that goodness
Faliseus: ;-)lol, I'm not good yet
Faliseus: just a re-definition and detail I had to add
Faliseus: my picture is looking better already!
Faliseus: just clarifying
Faliseus: I know who I am
Faliseus: just had to let you know what I knew
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
to the top77.) It’s Not WORK to ME
Faliseus: it's just a flow from my heart
Faliseus: so it's NATURAL
Faliseus: it's not really WORK to me,
Faliseus: its just a work of art
Faliseus: I'm an artist
Faliseus: I like to do art
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
Faliseus: I'm a refraining individual
Faliseus: just re-emphasizes how honest I am.
to the top78.) Don’t THINK, Just PRAY
Faliseus: here’s the thing about my thought
Faliseus: God is my pilot
‘and God is great’
‘don’t get me wrong’
Faliseus: He's made me wise by me just trusting in Him.
Faliseus: I'm not TRULY wise
Faliseus: but I strive to be.
Faliseus: having blind faith in God is the greatest because having that has helped make me who I am today
Faliseus: and there wasn’t much thinking involved in me building that trust.
Faliseus: I still think and worry about the intricate details of life, but not as much and not as often.
Faliseus: I pray that everything I do leads me to love and fullness.
Faliseus: works too.
“of course I pray”
Faliseus: if I REALLY need something,
Faliseus: then it will come to me.
Faliseus: I just have to make the decision to keep that steady TRUST, keep doing my work and have faith that he will too.
‘you think’
‘it's a part of life’
‘you have a brain for a reason’
Faliseus: brain is to control the motor parts.
Faliseus: the heart is the engine.
Faliseus: God has turned the key for us.
Faliseus: God is in control no matter WHAT we think or do.
Faliseus: praying limits us from doing the things we might regret
Faliseus: and worrying makes us believe we’re more worthless than what we really are. When that’s not true.
Faliseus: Thinking of all of the ifs, should’ve s, could’ve s or the maybes is just another way of worrying.
Faliseus: and you shouldn’t worry, because you die faster, not enough time to love
Faliseus: and what does worrying do for you anyways?
Faliseus: ALSO see #60) ‘complete self control’
Faliseus: so turn your worries into hopeful prayer.
Faliseus: so that when your opportunity comes,
Faliseus: you’ll have your head up to see it.
to the top79.) Our KNOWLEDGE is in our HEARTS
Faliseus: because what we all know resides in our hearts
Faliseus: our hearts know things
Faliseus: not our 'physical hearts'
Faliseus: but our 'spiritual hearts'.
“yes”
“your house just came to you”
“and your car just came to you”
“and your clothes just came to you”
“and your education just came to you”
“and you didn't think”
Faliseus: right
“no it just came to you”
Faliseus: it's a BLESSING
Faliseus: and ALL I do is ASK that God provide me the answers
“because it's in your "spiritual heart"“
Faliseus: right
“I’m not going to say what I think all of that is”
Faliseus: because my 'knowledge of it' is in my spiritual heart
Faliseus: your ‘spiritual heart’ is what you love with and it’s what keeps your ‘physical heart’ ALIVE
Faliseus: that’s what 'spiritual heart' is, to me
“and that just came to you right”
Faliseus: like everything else I've ever written here.
Faliseus: *laugh out loud*
“sure sure”
Faliseus: like I said, I don’t THINK too much
Faliseus: I just FLOW from the heart
Faliseus: creatively shooting questions now and asking bullets later
Faliseus: but where’s that ‘flow’ COMING from?
Faliseus: the heart, where you FEEL, is where the knowledge resides, all else is just image and sugar coating
to the top80.) STILL Don’t Believe in God???
Faliseus: God will not let you fail.
Faliseus: you just got to ask him for help
.Faliseus: I do
Faliseus: and have NEVER FAILED at ANYTHING.
“I still don't believe in God”
Faliseus: God is real.
Faliseus: God is making your heart beat right now.
Faliseus: ‘point of reference’ -Einstein.
Faliseus: “you've got to know where you've come from in order to know where you’re going.”
Faliseus: Thank Ask Pray w/faith works in everyway.
Faliseus: you don’t have to go to church or read any silly book or anything.
Faliseus: it's all a PERSONAL experience.
Faliseus: you
Faliseus: and God himself.
Faliseus: and NOBODY else
Faliseus: Just because you don’t BELIEVE in something
Faliseus: DOESN’T mean it isn’t there
to the top81.) Whether You Think It’s ‘FALSE or NOT’ It’s Still “SOMETHING”
Faliseus: and what will 'believing' and being thankful DO for you?
“it will make me feel better”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: so what’s stopping you?
“but it's a false feeling I don't want to feel it”
Faliseus: and what’s the risk?
Faliseus: but,
Faliseus: here’s the thing
Faliseus: what’s so 'false' about it?
Faliseus: it's a feeling from the heart.
Faliseus: a constructive message.
Faliseus: and I'll tell you this, man,
Faliseus: faith in those feelings is real from every angle.
Faliseus: what will that false feeling do for you?
to the top82.) BELIEF in ‘Something’ ELSE and My KNOWLEDGE of ‘GOD’
Faliseus: God is real
Faliseus: I trust in him to take me the places I need to go.
“so what if I trusted in a rock?”
Faliseus: creation is made in the image of the creator
“if I really believed in a rock?”
Faliseus: a rock has no 'spiritual heart'
Faliseus: I only trust in the things that have hearts.
“but what I believed it did?”
“what if “
“I mean”
Faliseus: then I would just smash the rock and show you how RELIABLE it was.
Faliseus: I know faith.
“oh, that's right”
Faliseus: in the sense that faith is my 'provider' of good feeling and intention.
“ok, how about another thing”
Faliseus: the only rock that there is to KNOW is the TRUTH.
“what if I trusted the Devil?”
Faliseus: it all means what you mean by ‘the Devil’...
Faliseus: ....my definition for the Devil- he is a hunter and a destroyer.
Faliseus: everything that is built around the devil is about destruction
Faliseus: trust in destruction,
Faliseus: and you'll be destroyed.
Faliseus: that’s why I don’t trust in the Devil.
“but what if I believe in the Devil like you believe in God?”
Faliseus: then what would your definition of the word God be then?
Faliseus: there is creation
Faliseus: and there is destruction
Faliseus: God=creation
Faliseus: Devil=destruction
Faliseus: that is my definition
“well, what I'm trying to ask is what if I believed in something else you couldn't see”
“With my whole heart”
Faliseus: something you cant see is God and the Devil
Faliseus: but
Faliseus: here’s the thing I'm not getting,
Faliseus: WHAT are the BENEFITS from believing in that OTHER something that we can't see?
Faliseus: God is my pilot,
Faliseus: he flies me to love and life always.
Faliseus: who would your pilot be?
Faliseus: where would he take you?
“couldn't anything we can't see be our pilot?”
Faliseus: WHERE would he take you?
Faliseus: I call that pilot of mine God.
“it depends on what feeling you associate with it”
Faliseus: it's the common ground that I have with all the other passengers.
“like say the rock”
Faliseus: ok?
“you smashed it”
Faliseus: right
Faliseus: not reliable
“but it's still there in spirit”
Faliseus: what spirit does it have?
“well to you nothing, but to me it might have one”
Faliseus: what benefits will it give you?
Faliseus: what benefits would it give ME?
Faliseus: if I believed?
“the same as God”
Faliseus: it's a transitive process dude
Faliseus: God is creator of ALL
“what do you mean?”
Faliseus: ALL
Faliseus: transitive in THIS fact,
“I mean when you say transitive”
Faliseus: a=b b=c c=a
“oh”
Faliseus: you are ‘a’
Faliseus: I am ‘b’
Faliseus: we're BOTH dependant on ONE SAME thing.
Faliseus: you say soda, I say pop
Faliseus: they’re both the same substance, only with a different name
Faliseus: It honestly doesn’t matter HOW things get done. It matters that they’re DONE and they’ll LAST FOREVER.
Faliseus: the whole point is,
Faliseus: we're ALL working toward that COMMON GOAL
Faliseus: we can ONLY get there if we work together
Faliseus: UNDER God
Faliseus: that spirit that PROMOTES guidance.
“what's your goal?”
Faliseus: see #40 ‘All I need in my Faithful Life’
to the top83.) GOALS to WIN and Not Just REACH the End and DIE
Faliseus: God is the spirit above all spirits
Faliseus: the creation, the wall outside of feeling
Faliseus: the Devil is the compromise below God
Faliseus: the destruction
Faliseus: that falls short of creation
Faliseus: and that's why I choose to have faith rather than ‘fate’
Faliseus: because through fate, the Devil will lead me into destruction
“so your goal is to teach other people about God?”
Faliseus: only for those who want to learn and ponder faith
Faliseus: and be in line for life liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
“but my ultimate goal is to die”
Faliseus: that’s not a goal
Faliseus: its just something that'll HAPPEN to ALL of us.
Faliseus: but okay, I could easily help you quickly reach your goal if you hand me some explosives and some rope.
“yea, that's what I'm planning to do”
Faliseus: goals don’t just HAPPEN
Faliseus: goals are WORKED toward
“what I want my life to be is fun”
“I just want to live for a while and die”
“like everything does”
Faliseus: it’s always better to live the dream than to dream the dream
Faliseus: as much as some of us deny it, we ALL look for a PURPOSE in life
Faliseus: we all follow SOMETHING
Faliseus: in order to AMOUNT to anything
Faliseus: or achieve anything.
Faliseus: a sheep is dumb
Faliseus: if it doesn’t have the shepard to follow,
Faliseus: it'll just lay down until one of 2 things happens
Faliseus: it either DIES
Faliseus: or
Faliseus: the shepard comes for it to SAVE it from death.
Faliseus: promoting EVERLASTING life.
“but what is a person who amounts to something?”
Faliseus: a person with a purpose
Faliseus: a person with LOVE
Faliseus: ANY heart that has love is FILLED
Faliseus: FULLNESS
Faliseus: but what is a person who amounts to nothing?
“a sheep has a purpose”
Faliseus: yep
“I mean for itself”
Faliseus: to serve and be served to love and be loved
“it feels just like we do”
Faliseus: love to live and live to love
Faliseus: but what is a person who amounts to nothing, in their own disbelief?
Faliseus: what does that person have?
Faliseus: where does that person go?
“the same thing as a person who amounts to something”
Faliseus: who does that person know?
Faliseus: why do you say that?
“because it doesn't mean anything to know people or go anywhere”
Faliseus: do you know me?
Faliseus: has it been the fun you were looking for to know me?
“it means nothing”
Faliseus: then why are you still talking to me?
Faliseus: Why do you speak English? Why do you have a computer? I guess the people that have raised you and taught you what you know are meaningless too.
Faliseus: buddy, there’s a PURPOSE behind everything.
“I don't have to go anywhere or know anybody to have fun and then die”
Faliseus: tell that to an Amish person
Faliseus: alright now, here’s the thing
Faliseus: WHAT is there after death?
“I'm trying to understand God”
Faliseus: ok
Faliseus: it's the most important thing you could be doing....however you’re approaching it in the wrong way.
“I don't know why you believe in God“
Faliseus: because having faith in him has FILLED my life w/love and a strong feeling of purpose.
“but ANYTHING could do that”
“if you believe in it strongly enough”
Faliseus: ANYTHING.......hmm
Faliseus: WILL that 'anything' last forever?
“nothing does”
“yet”
Faliseus: Faith lasts as long as you believe it does because you can’t see it with your eyes
Faliseus: Materialism is something that I've looked for so many other ways, but never found any reliability in it.
Faliseus: Faithful word will last forever, just as Faithful people are there listening to me say it.
Faliseus: if you have faith in an unconditional love then that love will last forever.
Faliseus: it's unconditional.
“but those are just feelings”
“that will be useless when you die”
Faliseus: I believe life will pour into me as I maintain my trust in God.
Faliseus: I believe that life will last forever
“a system built in your brain that will just lie dormant after your death”
Faliseus: how would you know?
“where else will it go?”
“you know when you learn something a connection is made in your brain”
Faliseus: no
“it's like connecting wires”
“to make a machine”
“but when the machine has no battery it dies”
Faliseus: brain has things ONLY to do with LOGIC
Faliseus: your brain is corrupt, it FORGETS things
Faliseus: your heart will NEVER forget to love as it never forgets to feel.
Faliseus: you’ve just got to listen to feelings
“see, this is another reason I don't believe in God”
Faliseus: why?
Faliseus: you rely on the unreliable, material.
Faliseus: I rely on the unseen feelings.
“all who believe in Him with their whole heart never consider other possibilities”
Faliseus: Yes, I HAVE considered ‘other possibilities’, always do.
Faliseus: but who ultimately needs to strongly rely on other possibilities when ultimately there's only HAPPINESS?
Faliseus: isn’t that what we're all REALLY looking for?
“not to disrespect you”
“but the happiness you get from God is false”
Faliseus: really?
Faliseus: so
Faliseus: you’re telling me,
Faliseus: that EVERYBODY I 'Love',
Faliseus: EVERYTHING I've ACCOMPLISHED,
Faliseus: and EVERYTHING that I've ever DREAMED to be,
Faliseus: and EVERY MOTIVATION that I've gotten from faith in him,
Faliseus: and EVERY one I've inspired by sharing my faith in him,
Faliseus: that’s all false?
Faliseus: that’s all SOLID.
“not really false”
Faliseus: ok then
“the feelings are false”
“the people are memories”
Faliseus: the FEELINGS are what GUIDED 'everything else'.
Faliseus: and are currently what is guiding me.
“you believe in what you can't see and because you believe in it so strongly you get feeling from it”
“that's the way your mind works”
Faliseus: no
“why do you have to teach people about God?”
Faliseus: that’s the way the HEART is WORKING
Faliseus: I already told you--HIGHER QUALITY OF LIFE
“but the heart you're talking about is just feelings
isn't it?”
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